Then it would be something she didnât want to discuss.
Unfortunately, I knew that feeling too well. If possible, I wanted her to be the one who broke it to me.
Maybe it was my lack of forcefulness that blocked the progress.
âWhat should I doâŠâ
With these brooding thoughts, I ansently tossed the rest of my frames.
âăâăâ
âHere you go, coffee.â
âThanksssâ
He caught the can I threw deftly. I pulled my own tab and took a sip as I sat opposite of him.
There was a resting area near the entrance of the buildings. Among the numerous benches, we sit on the outermost ones.
Above our heads hung numerous balloon-like decorative balls, some big, some small, some transparent ones with smaller balls inside. It had been here for as long as the building, but I still couldnât figure out what it was supposed to be.
âStill a cola addict,â commented Reiji, his eyes on my can.
âStill delicious.â
âI still donât get it. I canât even force it down.â
âMy condolences. Unable to savor this pleasure. The fizz and the sugarâs gonna make you lucid. Sodaâs the best.â
âOh, so thatâs why youâre an idiot when not drinking.â
âGive back my coffee.â
âToo late~â
Damn you, stop screwing around for once?
âBut,â something flashed in his eyes, âYou havenât drink once during middle schoolâ
âI have refined my taste buds. Iâve grown up.â I couldnât help but growl.
âUh, if I have to choose one, Iâd say more childish.â
ââŠâ
âBy the way, Io.â
âYeah?â
âHave you figured it out? The mystery of the playgirl bitch?â
âStop calling her âbitchâ, and no, Iâm at my witâs end.â
âHuhhh? Boring.â
And you remembered the details? How is that boring to you?
âI thought there would be something interesting for onceââ
âItâs not boring nor interesting. My work as the Angel isnât some entertainment.â
âItâs not your problem?â
âEven itâs otherâs problem, I care about it as my ownâ
I looked up at the hanging spheres and sighed loud enough for him to hear.
The smell of baked mund and cheese waffled from Lotteria at the corner. Strangely enough, I didnât have the appetite.
âMaybe you should deal with your own problem before helping others,â he said flatly.
I was about to snap back, but his tone was unexpectedly mellow, so I bit back my retort.
âThereâs nothing I can do with it.â
âThereâs nothing you can do with yours, but you think you could do with hersâ
âNghâŠâ
Something in his eyes switched that instant. I unconsciously recoiled.
âYouâre not the same. You and that girl.â
ââŠâ
âAre you aware of how blind you are to your own shortcomings?â
âShutupâ
He pretended to not notice my snarl. His silver earrings gleamed dully. His profile was insufferably handsome.
âSpeaking of which, what about your side?â
âHm? What?â
âThat kouhai girlfriend.â
I saw her coming to our class once, she was flashy, Reijiâs type.
He threw his head to the side. âAhh. We broke up.â
âWhat even happened? It hasnât been three weeks.â
âLong enough to tell that we donât fit. Thank heavens.â Reiji guffawed.
Couldnât expect less from him.
I doubt this will make any difference, but, âIf youâre gonna break up like that, couldnât you spare a thought before saying yes?â
âHuhh? You never know until you date. Not compatible? Just break up. Thatâs the only way to know whether it would work out or not.â
Reiji was⊠carefree, but that didnât mean he was messing around. His arguments were, to an extent, sound.
That didnât stop the resentment from those he rejected.
âDonât expect everyone to treat dating as some sacred ritual like you. If you got confessed, then go along with it, at least thatâs how I think.â
âYeah, yeah. Sorry.â
But, sacred ritual? Iâm just another dude, no? Iâm normal, right?
âMaybe you might begin liking them back for their affection. Some people are like that, you know?â
âHm?â
Liking them back forâŠtheir affection?
âŠ
âWell, in short, Io, no offense, but get over that senpaiââ
I sprang up. âI see!!â
My head was working at an unprecedented speed. The more I theorize, the more it makes sense.
âWhat? That ecstatic expressionâŠâ
âReiji!â I took him by the shoulders and chook him.
âQuietâŠâ
âIâll treat you ice cream too!â
âEh? Uh, well, if you insist?â
I let him go and raced to the door. I couldnât slow down and ran all the way home, the excitement took away my fatigue for this past month.
Finally.
I took my shoes off and steadied my breath.
[The ice cream, one scoop, âkay?]
I sent a message to Reiji and threw it onto the sofa. I ignored the muted vibration of the reply notification and went through the events until now.
I recalled the day we met, and what happened even before that