âSorry, but you could have gone home today. I must have wasted your time sitting here.â I sat down.
âNo, I came all the way here. Actually, Iâm a bit guilty about using your table the whole timeâŠâ
âItâs nothing, the people today wasnât that much. There was no waiting line, so nothing to worry about.â
âOh, really?â
When I nodded, Minato let out a small breath of relief. As upright as ever.
âYou were studying?â
English textbooks and notes sprawled on the table. Both had a lot of writing on it and pages were worn.
âI heard that your grades are good, youâre studying properly after all.â
âItâs nothing, Iâm not a genius. Besides, everyone at Kuzeâs smart.â Minato replied somewhat uncomfortably.
I suppose thatâs true. However, not everyone has the will to work hard to go to the next level. There are many temptations in life, especially in high school.
âAkashi⊠Io, how are yours?â
âWell then, letâs start todayâs sessionâ
âSomehow⊠I got the picture.â
She saw right through me. Itâs okay, getting into Kuze high is good enough for me.
By the way, she still continues to call me by my name. As expected, it was still embarrassing.
Then, just like before, I touched her cheek once to discern any changes. There were no additions this time, but I did discover a new trend.
âIt decreased.â
âEh?⊠R-really?â She said with mixed feelings painted on her face.
I checked again, but the result was the same. Comparing the faces to the note, I found the missing one. Matsumoto who was rejected a while before.
âUmm⊠Farewell, Matsumoto. We wonât forget you.â I crossed his name out.
âW-whenâŠ?â
âYouâre not even aware of this?â
âY-yeahâŠUntil now, the number decreases now and then when Iâm not paying attentionâŠâ
âHmmâ
Well, itâs not like it could increase endlessly.
Besides, pinpointing when affection recedes or disappears, itâs not something a normal person could do too.
âOf course, just in case, any idea of what causes it?â
âUm⊠No.â
Of courseâ You donât even know why you like them in the first place. What am I expecting? In short, no progress.
[TN: The âOf courseââ is sassier in the raws]
âSo that means we donât know the reason, and even preference in liking someone.â
âSo⊠What next?â
âI need more data,â I decided.
She tilted her head anxiously.
âDataâŠ?â
âYesterday, Aokiâs handkerchief incident told us that the length of the relationship doesnât matter. You havenât talked to him before, right?â I asked to make sure.
âY-yupâ she nodded.
âThen, when you like more people, we can narrow down the criteria a little more. These samples will lead us the way.â
It was now difficult to obtain any accurate information from the people she had already liked. With that, this option was the best. This is a game of numbers.
âW-wait! That means you want me to increase the number?â She fretted in alarm.
âYeahâ
âB-but! Isnât that a complete turnaround?!â She protested, her glare on me.
But I quickly cut her off.
âNo, your logic is the turnaround.â
Her eyes widened.
âYour goal is not to reduce the number, but to cure the Falling-in-love Peculiarity itself,â I state calmly.
âThatâsâŠâ
âOf course, I know itâs hard to be positive. Falling in love isnât that convenient. But to move forward, we must make mistakes. But those mistakes are meaningful.â
Minato seemed troubled, her eyes casted down, her mouth pressed thin.
She must have understood what I meant. Even so, she still couldnât make up her mind. Thatâs the stage sheâs in.
âAnd I do believe that those mistakes are worth it. If you really donât want to, then itâs your choice. But Iâm sure you want to be cured.â
Silence.
Maybe I could have used the âIâll do anythingâ.
But that was something that ties to her feelings directly. If possible, I want her to make her own decision. Otherwise, she might get lost in the process and end up regretting it.
I kept quiet and waited for her reply. Around me, I could hear the clattering of dishes and the faint murmurs of the other customers.
When the jazz track Yukito put on ended, she finally answered.
âGot it⊠Iâll do as you said.â
âOkayâŠâ
She nodded slowly.
Having them decide for themselves, thatâs the best.
âUm⊠Iâm wonderingâŠâ
âHm?â
âYouâre always like this?â
âAlways?â
Always? What?
âYou see⊠During Angelâs consultations.â
âOhâŠâ
So that was what she meant.
âSomehow, youâre desperate⊠no, serious. Itâs not even your problem.â
âOf course. If Iâm not, I wonât go as far as playing up the rumors. Romantic feelings arenât something to be taken lightly. I donât want to take on something like this with half-hearted determination.â
âOhâŠâ
She replied curtly then huffed and turned away. I stared at her profile as she looked around the cafe and blinked two, three times.
The conversation took an awkward turn. The itch to cover up the earlier statement was unbearable, so I added, âWell, I usually hide my gender, use voice change, and a tad bit flowery lingo. Respectful and authoritative, thatâs what I aim for. And I use gender neutral âWatashiâ as the first person too.â
[TN: The aforementioned different versions of âIâ]
âDuh⊠I canât care moreâŠâ
âOi, take that back. And donât sigh.â
âHuh⊠Is that so, hahhâŠâ
âHey. Donât talk between sighs.â
My gibe got a quick smirk out of her as she shrugged innocently.