Protagonists ïŒæČćȱ (Shen Dai -MC), çżæ«äș (Qu Moyu -ML)
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Shen Dai couldnât sleep through the night. Qu Moyu also opened his eyes until dawn. The two looked at the same sky and moon from different places. Their thoughts revolved around each other, giving birth to countless pains and disturbances. It was like flying insects breaking into the lampshade, rushing towards the light and losing a way out.
Early the next morning, Qu Moyu began to investigate You Xinghaiâs actions. Qu Shenâs words of ârushing for timeâ were not unreasonable. This is because You Xinghai was also rushing for time. After finding that the verbal threat was not strong enough, he would definitely make a move. He really has found out that You Xinghai and a creditor are applying to the court to seal up Shen Daiâs property.
Qu Moyu called You Xinghai and asked him to talk face-to-face, but You Xinghai was not in a hurry. Qu Moyu was too lazy to make excuses with him, so he made it clear that he wanted to talk about Shen Dai. If he didnât meet him today, he would see him in court the next time.
You Xinghai hesitated for a moment and agreed to talk later at night.
At this time, Qu Moyu was about to arrive at the company. He asked Attorney Chen to transfer all the contracts signed by Shen Dai during the merger and planned how they are going to respond to him. You Xinghai dared to do this to Shen Dai. It mustâve meant that he was at the end of the road. And another thing is that he was sure that he would not ignore Shen Dai. Even if this matter could be dealt with in the end, he would inevitably bleed. If Qu Chengchen got the news, he wondered if that guy would take the opportunity again. He would come out to fish in muddy waters.
Things were going in an unpredictable direction. It made him feel irritable.
As soon as his car entered the underground parking lot of the company, he received a call from the nanny. She said that Shen Dai was packing his luggage and his heart plummeted. He directed Lao Wu to turn around immediately.
When he got to the apartment, he saw Shen Dai packing his things. The two large luggages that were spread out were mostly filled with Qiuqiuâs daily necessities. Meanwhile, Shen Daiâs own things were very little. It seemed that he had already prepared his own luggage from the beginning of living here so that he was good to leave at any time.
âWhat are you doing?â Qu Moyu hurried over and grabbed a small piece of clothing away from Shen Daiâs hand.
Shen Dai didnât look at him. He turned to take another one.
Qu Moyu held his shoulders and pulled his body over. He said in a serious tone, âAh Dai, look at me!â
Shen Dai finally raised his eyes to look at Qu Moyu. Those eyes were gloomy, as if it was raining endlessly. He was looking at him, but he didnât seem to look at anything at all.
âAh Dai, calm down. Qiuqiu is still by your side. No one will separate you from him. As long as we are together, it doesnât matter who has his custody. Okay? Calm down and letâs have a good talk.â
Shen Dai pushed Qu Moyu away and said blankly, âNo matter who has his custody, as long as Qiuqiu is under three years old and is still breastfeeding, no law or anyone can take him away from me.â
âNo one will take him awayâŠâ
âYou have nothing to threaten me with.â Shen Daiâs eyes gradually crawled bloodshot, âI will take him home and take him away from you with the surname Qu.â Losing Qiuqiuâs custody may have been a good thing instead. The guillotine was no longer hanging over his head and it finally fell down. His blood was all over the ground but he was no longer afraid. The same knife could not kill him twice. He plans to sell the house and do his filial piety to his grandmother during her last few days. On the day that his grandmother leaves, he will also take Qiuqiu somewhere far away.
Qu Moyuâs heart ached suddenly: âDid everything I do is to âthreatenâ you? I tried to be nice to you and make up for the mistakes of the past. I really like you and want to give you everything I can give you. Did you only see everything as a âthreatâ?!â
âEverything you did was just because Qiuqiu is an S-class alpha.â Shen Dai let out a blood-soaked cry, âHe is the S-class heir you wanted the most. Otherwise, how could you condescend to please an inferior omega like me?! You think I will believe in your acting?!â
âNo!â Qu Moyu growled, âI didnât do it for him. I admit that when I found out about his pheromone level, I was very happy. But I also thought that you would misunderstand me. So I never dared to tell you. From when I found you in Lancheng to when you returned to the capital, I had already made a fool of myself. I said and made a lot of mistakes. But canât you see my persistence? If I just want an heir, I have countless ways to snatch him away from you. All I want is you. It was because of you that I want Qiuqiu.â
Shen Dai slowly shook his head: âYou donât want me. And you donât want Qiuqiu. You even used pheromone suppression to force me to wash off the âmarkâ and knock out the child. You knew what you wanted from the beginning to the end. You were putting it into practice soberly to take action. If Qiuqiu is not an S-class alpha, he and I are of no value to you.â
âDo you know what you are talking about?!â Qu Moyuâs handsome face was distorted with pain. After giving something he has never done before, he is still misunderstood by his beloved. It seems that no matter what he says or does, it all appears to be conspiracy and calculation for Shen Dai. Feeling as if he was going to drain his own internal organs, he trembled and defended himself. âI didnât know Qiuqiuâs pheromone level until after you were in estrus that last time. Before that, didnât you see that I have to be with you? If you donât believe me, you can check the records of the hospital. You can check all the files. I can even let the vice president and testing personnel testify for me. And my mother can also testify for me. I am really not that calculativeâŠâ
Shen Daiâs eyes were empty and cold: âThe hospital is full of your people. You have all the âproofsâ you want. It doesnât matter. No matter why you came, no matter what you want, I donât care. I just want you to stay away from me and my child. And to stay away from your Qu family.â
Qu Moyuâs complexion turned pale. The pain in his eyes was so much that it was about to burst out. He said hoarsely, âAh Dai, you canât speak to me like this. You canât treat me like this.â
Shen Dai lowered his head and continued to pack his clothes.
Qu Moyu clenched his fists and walked towards Qiuqiuâs room: âYou canât take Qiuqiu. Iâm his alpha father. He is very dependent on me nowâŠâ
Shen Dai raised his head suddenly and ran over in a few steps. He ruthlessly pushed him away and shouted sharply, âDonât touch him!â
Qu Moyu staggered two steps back. He then froze in place, looking at Shen Dai in disbelief.
Shen Dai gasped for breath. His eyes were angry: âYou are not allowed to touch my child. You are not allowed to touch me. You have no heart. You have no feelings. Donât you think that I will forget any of the things you said or did to me. What I regret the most in my life is knowing you, Qu Moyu. I never want to see you again!â
Qu Moyuâs expression changed from extremely hurt to extremely angry. He was like a severely wounded beast, dragging his blood-drenched body neither going forward nor backward. He didnât seem to believe that language could be such a sharp knife to cut him in the world. He couldnât believe that someone could make him feel so painful. And he couldnât believe that the first time he truly fell in love with someone, he would be misunderstood and rejected like this.
He thought that if he put down his face, let go of his dignity, let go of the principles he had held for half his life, and almost denied the way of living in the past, he could express his sincerity to Shen Dai. But in exchange, he was forced to deconstruct himself and felt the double pain of being repeatedly hurt by the loved one.
It seems that he canât give him anything. He holds everything he thinks precious to Shen Dai and he shows Shen Dai his softest belly, but Shen Dai still hates him. He still refuses to forgive him and he doesnât even believe in any of his explanations. Whenever he was happy to get closer to Shen Dai and Qiuqiu, Shen Dai was thinking about how to be farther away from him.
His heart was so painful that he almost fell unconscious from the pain. At this moment, he even had the urge to destroy everything. Since Shen Dai really became his weakness, it would be better if he broke his rib with his own hands.
Shen Dai was about to be overwhelmed by the heavy load from the sky. He looked at Qu Moyuâs twisted and twitching facial features and his heart was filled with joy. He felt the pain of Qu Moyu. Great. He now feels just as painful as I had felt. He is drowned in despair like me. He thought.
Shen Dai put Qiuqiuâs door behind him, pulled out a bit of energy from his barren body and said, âGet out.â
Qu Moyu stared at Shen Dai. His eyes turned bloodshot red. He whispered, âWhere do you want to go?â
âGo home.â
âHome? That house?â Qu Moyu said slowly, âYou canât go back. There is something going on with that house.â
Shen Dai said blankly: âWhat do you mean?â
âMy dad was so anxious to let you transfer custody because You Xinghai knew Qiuqiuâs pheromone level and threatened us for money. Do you know how You Xinghai knew? It was Shen Qin who told him. â
Shen Dai looked at Qu Moyu blankly. He didnât speak for a long time. It wasnât that he didnât understand what this sentence meant. He understood it completely. His last escape route was blocked. But he couldnât feel anger. In fact, he didnât feel anything. His heart was covered with wounds. One more knife and also one less knife. There was not much difference.
âYou Xinghai will transfer part of the debt to you through legal and financial means and the house under your name will soon be seized.â
Shen Dai asked: âWas it You Xinghai who did it? Or was it your Qu family who did it? Hmm?â
Qu Moyu clenched his fists: âIn your heart, am I so despicable?â
âItâs exactly what you want, isnât it?â Shen Dai turned and glanced at Qiuqiuâs door. His son was the source of power, âThen I will also move back and there will be at least a few years between seizure and execution. I can still live my life.â
âDo you think itâs just as simple as losing your house? Once you become a dishonest executor, all your deposits and your salary will be frozen. You will be restricted in consumption, food, clothing, housing and transportation, and the publication of your papers will also be affected.â
Qu Moyu showed a sinister smile: âI wanted to tell you, to reassure you that we will definitely win against the lawsuit. I want you to give me time. I will protect you and solve all your troubles for you. But now I think youâre right. It is indeed âexactly what I wantâ.â He bared his teeth, showing the alphaâs canine teeth, which are usually not easy to expose, but the pair of beast eyes only looked embarrassed and stubborn, âIf you leave me, itâs hard for you to live or even support yourself. Iâm sorry, but where else are you going to go? I should deal with you in the usual way. What kind of sincerity, what kind of respect⊠You are an omega. I just bite through your glands, âmarkâ you, and you will love me. You will listen to everything I say and you will stay by my side forever!â
Shen Dai quickly took a step back in panic while Qu Moyu took a step forward.
âIâve had enough. If I canât do anything to satisfy you, if I even take my heart out, you wonât even look at it. Why should I embarrass myself like this? Iâm learning to love you but youâre thinking about leaving me.â Qu Moyuâs face is hideous. He is reluctant to the limit, âI tried my best to want our family to be together, but everyone wants us to be separated. Including you!â
Shen Dai looked at the madness on Qu Moyuâs face. He felt as if he was crazy too. Under such torture, there would be no people who could remain sane.
âSo Iâll âmarkâ you now.â Qu Moyu said fiercely, âIâll force you into estrus now and ask you to beg me to âmarkâ you. You will belong to me completely. You will like me like you did before. And you canât leave me .â He never wanted to see that kind of expression on Shen Daiâs face ever again. When he heard such words, he would be stressed by extreme pain and frustration. He would lose his mind and do irreversible things. Maybe by âmarkingâ him is the only option left. And only by tying this person to his life can he be consummated.
There is no way for Shen Dai to retreat. So maybe he can be freed only by being a puppet attached to him.
At this moment, the door of the apartment was suddenly pushed open. Madam Qu rushed in panickedly while looking at the two of them in horror.
When Qu Moyu saw his mother, he seemed to regain his senses and he froze on the spot without saying a word.
âYouâŠâ Madam Qu took a deep breath and was helpless, âCan you have a good talk instead?â
Shen Dai supported his body, turned his head and walked to Qiuqiuâs room. He opened and closed the door. The living room was quiet again.
Qu Moyu sat paralyzed on the sofa, covering his face with his big hands, looking devastated.
âDid you explain it to him?â Madam Qu asked softly.
Qu Moyu nodded. And then he shook his head again: âItâs useless. He doesnât believe me. He hates me. He just wants to leave me.â
Madam Qu lowered her head sadly: âI will persuade him. Now the most important thing is how to solve You Xinghaiâs issue, not the conflict between you two.â
âI want to âmarkâ him.â Qu Moyu raised his head. His paranoid face shocked his mother, âWhat you said⊠What about being sincere? It is useless! Useless! As long as I âmarkâ him, he will love me. He will be obedient. And only in this way will he not leave me.â
âYou donât do crazy things.â Madam Qu hurriedly said, âHe will surrender to you because of your pheromone. But his heart wonât. That will only make him more miserable and hate you more.â
âI donât care.â Qu Moyu gave a weird smile, âThat way he will stay by my side.â
ââŠHe will really remove his glands.â Madam Qu twisted her hands, her eyes filled with sadness. âHe didnât just say it.â
âNo. He will listen to me. He willâŠâ
âHe will really do it!â Madam Qu growled, âYou âmarkedâ him and forced him to wash it off. In order to save the child, he didnât even use anaesthesia when washing off the âmarkâ!â
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Next update: 2022.09.05
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*Translatorâs note: There you have it, QMY. Now you know. -K