The war for which great sacrifices were paid is finally approaching its end.
The fervor of commonwealthâs war party has lessened, with the matter of the passing of the Libra who meddled greatly in the politics of that country.
Though the small skirmishes near the national border have ceased, a time of a few months has passed with each country maintaining a state of abeyance.
What comes after this is, political work.
And so, I finally returned to my mansion in the kingdom.
ăAlice-san!ă
ăOtto, Iâm back Saira!ă
As soon as I passed through the gate, I receive a Saira that came to greet me with a violence like that of a tackle.
Sheâs built up awful circles under her eyes.
Because this child was, always supplying weapons to the front lines, I suppose she didnât have any time to rest during the war.
Truly, everyone was given a lot of hardshipâŚâŚ
ăDeshiď˝ď˝ď˝ď˝!ă
ăKyui!ă
Rin-chan and Kyuu also came jumping in.
ăWa waa, wai!?ă
The delicate me was of course unable to receive them all so, I was vigorously pushed down onto the mansionâs lawn to lay down there.
ăMoď˝ď˝, fufu, were you a good childď˝?ă
Seeing everyoneâs healthy faces like this, relieved me.
ăUn un! Rin has become 6 years old you know! Amazing rightď˝ď˝ă
Time passes quickly doessnât it.
While adults deal with adult circumstances, childrenâs precious time ends up passing in less than an instant.
ăCongratulations, Rin-chan! We have to throw a birthday party donât we.ă
ăEhehe, celebrate celebrateď˝ă
I wonder if Iâm pampering her too much?
I stroke her silky hair and, she goes unyaď˝ with a wide smile.
Cuteď˝.
We play around for a bit and, I enter a posture where Iâm basking in the sun with Rin-chan and Kyuu on top of me.
Kora koraď˝.
ăI canât moveď˝ď˝âŚâŚIlya.ă
ăHai, ojousama.ă
ăCould you contact Kran andâŚâŚRana-san about a visit for me.ă
ăCertainly.ă
Ilyaâs at the point where I want to give her rest though isnât she.
Be that as it may, the mansionâs lawn feels good doesnât itď˝.
I spread my arms and legs and bask in the sun.
ăIâm going ahead, Alice.ă
Shion-san got out of the carriage, while biting a yawn back.
ăTotouâŚâŚă
Shion-san stumbled on ground with nothing on it.
It happens to everyone but, thatâs not it.
She isnât grasping a sense of depth.
Because her left eyeâŚâŚcanât see.
ăShionď˝ď˝! Welcome backď˝ă
ăHey, Rin. Youâve become yet more beautiful in the short time when I couldnât see you didnât you.ă
ăEheheď˝ă
Shion-san doesnât show behavior like she minds such a thing though.
Thereâs a lot andâŚâŚmy chest grows tight.
Injuries left on the body, pain carved into the heart.
Remaining life, lost life.
The battlefield truly lacked forgiveness.
ă? Deshi, does it hurt somewhere?ă
Children, watch peopleâs expressions closely.
Rin-chan rubbed the edge of my eye, with her clothesâs sleeve.
ăâŚâŚKoura, donât dirty your sleeves okay. If youâre a lady, use a handkerchief there.ă
ăHankachiď˝!ă
ăKyui!ă
Iâm saved by the Rin-chan filled with energy.
If itâs adult circumstances to protect this energetic smileâŚâŚI want to think that it wasnât bad.
It wasnât a 100 point full score but, we did what we could.
Given that, I suppose thereâs nothing except to convince the heart.
ăFun, fretful face isnât that.ă
A sweet somewhat nasal voice.
The one throwing scathing words at me is, the person I wanted to meet.
ăEclair!ă
I jumped up so, Rin-chan and Kyuu ended up falling off.
I was showered in lively booing.
Please forgive me.
ăYouâve returned then! Waa, so Eclairâs also safe!ă
ăI suppose, look, donât just lie there forever.ă
She came to offer me a hand so, I take that small hand.
Warm.
While getting up, my eye couldnât help going to Eclairâs belly that had changed strikingly.
ăWa waâŚâŚsomehow, moving.ă
I had always been in contact but, by looking at it up close like this it felt real for the first time.
ăIncredible right? Giving birth to life.ă
ăI seeâŚâŚlife, is being born.ă
ăThatâs right, in this world, everything isnât only about disappearing and ceasing to be you know.ă
Eclair narrowed her eyes and, was smiling kindly to an extent that wasnât like her.
SomehowâŚâŚit makes my heart rush.
ăEkurea?ă
ăNn, so you see? Welcome back, you did well you know.ă
âŚâŚWhat is thisď˝.
When did you, clad yourself in this kindness that seems so envelopingď˝.
My tears are coming outâŚâŚ
Is it really, because of becoming a mother?
ăEclairď˝! Iâm backď˝k.ă
ăSeriously, please keep yourself together Alice. Because youâre just about to become a mother.ă
I jump into her breasts like a child and, Iâm given an embrace mixed with a sigh.
It cannât be helped can it, she pampered me like that.
My head is given a stroking.
Aah, Iâm melting.
ăI, wonât separate from Eclair anymore.ă
ăReally, because just your mouth is good.ă
ăThatâs wrong you know, these are my true feelings you know.ă
ăHai hai.ă
ăWhat is this, that apathetic reply.ă
ăHai hai.ă
ăMuuď˝ď˝ă
While saying that sort of thing, the hand Eclairâs stroking me with is incredibly kind.
Thatâs right isnât itâŚâŚthere are still things that I protected.
Being filled with emotion, I try stroking Eclairâs stomach.
ăDoes this child, already know her own name? Because she occasionally moves when called doesnât she.ă
ăEven though, I called out to Lumina-chan for the first time todayâŚâŚItâs cheap for Eclair alone to make lots of conversations with her!ă
ăThen, you should also give her lots of conversations, from here on.ă
ăThat is of course! Look forward to itď˝, Lumina-chan! Because father-sanâŚâŚnot that mother-san is waiting okay?ă
Thinking that Iâll meet that angelic smile again, my heart throbs.
Because this time sheâll start as a baby-chan, it seems things will become busy.
ăObsessive parent.ă
ăItâs fine! More importantly is Eclairâs body alright? Itâs been rough right?ă
ăThe morning sickness has settled down so, it isnât all that much of a big deal you know. Maa I kind of have to be careful of turning in my sleep though you see.ă
ăFuď˝n, because Eclairâs sleeping posture isnât good is it.ă
ăIdiot! Ecchi!!ă
Iâd thoroughly forgotten but, this was a publicly visible courtyard with Rin-chan included.
The maid-sans tactfully distanced themselves from our side and, Shion-san is playing with Rin-chan though.
ăBut thatâs goodâŚâŚItâs truly good, that Eclairâs safeâŚâŚă
Killing people, causing a great many deaths, is it fine for me alone to be happy.
The darkness behind me wonât disappear no matter what.
Even so the smiles of my precious people always saves me.
I put my ear on Eclairâs stomach and, my head is immediately stroked.
ăIt canât be helped can itâŚâŚIâll pamper you for a while, Alice. Please make your resolve.ă
ăEclair is kindâŚâŚwill hail fallââowww!ă
I ate a chop to the top of my head.
It was just like always.
ăHas the period of pampering ended then?ă
ăIt starts and ends while adapting to the occasion so, you should take care?ă
Scaryăź.
ăâŚâŚNnď˝ă
Chu.
ăââWhat is this, all of a sudden!ă
Ah, she became pure red.
I tried doing a slight peckish kiss on the lips.
ăFor once in a while, skinship.ă
ăâŚâŚYou really, all of your thought patterns jump.ă
Saying that sort of thing when you donât flee when my face comes closeď˝.
ăSaying such things, even though Eclair isnât as opposed as she lets onď˝ă
ăHai hai, I love you Alice.ă
ăLight!ă
Iâm also saved with Eclairâs natural mannerisms.
Just a little, my heart became lighter.
Aimâs matter, the fact that she acted more spectacularly than anyone, I should convey it with a lot of pride.
I look up and, puff my chest, because I suppose that conveying this to the people who were left behind is, the role of the me who survived.
ăEclairâŚâŚjust a little.ă
I clung to Eclair like I was borrowing her breasts and, she truly kindly kindly gave me a stroking.
ăâŚâŚEei, you really did your best didnât you.ă
Just for now, I want to be pampered.
For a little while, truly like a child, I left my body to that comfort.
ââ ââ â
Rana-san was composed.
When I informed her of Aimâs matter, those large eyes wavered for just a moment but, she only showed a smile after silently closing her eyes.
ââThat child, saved everyone of her unit, didnât she. Clumsily, befitting of that child.
Recalling precious memories, she put her hand to her breasts and her form like she was handling a treasure gave a strong impression.
After several hours, having spoken of Aimâs contribution without leaving anything out, she conveyed that she had something she was responsible for as the orphanageâs manager and excused herself.
When I was about to get on a carriage to ride back, I heard a wailing voice comeâŚâŚ
ăNext, please go to Kranâs placeâŚâŚă
ăOjousamaâŚâŚă
My voice couldnât avoid becoming darkâŚâŚ
Iâm always causing Ilya to worry arrenât I.
The shaking from our made to order carriage was minor as we set out, like a cradle, when gazing out the window Iâm struck by drowsiness.
I wasnât in a mood where I wanted to talk much so, I left myself to slumber in that manner.
As I nodded off, it seemed that a blanket was placed on my knees and it felt good.
ăI, always fail to protect ojousamaâŚâŚă
I seemed to hear some sort of resolution in, that voice filled with bitternessââ
ââ ââ â
Alseid Kingdomâs royal capital Centoria, the royal palace constructed in its center is a national icon.
The current young crown prince lives there.
Planned by a renown architect, around the resplendent building constructed over long months and years are canals and well maintained woodland paths circling it, the outer environs has become a public walking or running course and is lively every day.
Waking from my slumber, I gaze at that peaceful scenery and comfort myself as my destination approaches.
The center of management for political economics, this is the imperial court where ruler and subject gather.
Itâs also Kranâs workplace.
Important matters are being discussed here as we approach.
The treatment of the saintess Sitra who was taken as a prisoner of war and, the war aims of the commonwealth.
Maria-san is also expected to attend from Wilmington.
Thereâs nothing better than a peaceful end but, the flow of battle is on our side.
With the situation becoming as such the peopleâs feelings of hatred toward the commonwealth and, the profiteers of the absolute resistance faction are becoming noisy.
It seems that Kran has a lot to deal with.
No, Kran always has a lot to deal with I guess.
Thereâs no way I can be the only one making a tired face.
Thinking that while looking forward to our meeting, a shocking reality was conveyed to me when I arrived at the imperial court.
ââKrancescaăťWilmington has not come to the imperial court, for the sake of recuperation.
Like having water poured in my ears as I slept, this is truly my first time hearing this.
Perhaps the person was close to Kran as ruler and subject, the reality that is being concealed outside was spoken of with a bitter face.
In any case I couldnât just stand there so I hurried my greetings and, turned to Kranâs residence.
Itâs a sudden visit but since Ilya had contacted her, weâre guided directly to her residence by a middle aged butler and, passed through to the room Kran is in.
My heart was noisy from tension.
Should I assume, sheâs sick?
I have to keep a firm hold on my thoughts, I enter her personal room in that way while displaying a light face andââ
ăAra, Alice. Your safety is better than anything. Your efforts on this occasion were, arduous.ă
In that manner, she greeted me with a cheerful smile like there was nothing particularly wrong.
Just, while laying on her bed.
ăKran! I, was surprised when I heard from the imperial courtâŚâŚare you alright!?ă
ăEei, please be at ease Alice. I am healthy. Meticulous care is being taken.ă
She said so but, she seems somewhat haggard so, I can perceive fatigue around her eyes.
Are you not extremely exhausted?
Her room is constantly attended to so a maid is standing by and, thereâs even a maid there as a baby sleeps in a cradle.
Thereâs no indication that anything will happen today or tomorrow butâŚâŚ
ăâŚâŚNn?ă
ThereâsâŚâŚa baby, in a cradle.
ăââEh? Eh?ă
As I unintentionally pointed my finger, I compare Kran and the baby-chanâs face.
Kran is smiling brightly.
The babyâs pink silver hair is beautiful, sheâs probably a girl.
Her adorability is enough to have expectations for the future even at this current point.
ăThis, this canât beââ!!ă
ăEei, of courseââShe is I and Aliceâs child.ă
I felt like shouting so, I instantly sealed my mouth with both hands.
Itâs dangerous, in front of a baby-chan thatâs sleeping while seeming at ease.
I staggered.
ăI, I andâŚâŚ?ă
ăMy, so called crystallization of love is she not.ă
My feelings canât catch up.
Etto, wait wait.
Lumina-chan seems, like sheâll be born soon.
So?
With that being the case I certainly did wonder, how it is with Kran.
It concerned me, for this half year where I couldnât directly contact her.
And so nowââ
ăBaby-chanâŚâŚă
I staggered over to the cradle and the maid-san came to congratulate me with a wide smile statingăCongratulations, Fairy of Silver Lightning-sama.ă.
I turn around and look at Kranâs face.
Ah, she has the same soft smile as Eclair.
ăPlease hold her okay, Alice.ă
I nod replying only with my head.
To be sure, she canât hold her head up so hold her securely in the arms andâŚâŚshaking her is no good right?
I timidly lift the baby-chan.
ăFueââă
The baby-chan raises a voice thatâs neither sleep talk nor a crying voice.
However while she isnât crying out, she begins peacefully letting out sleeping breaths in my arms.
Thereâs a weight of happiness that I canât describe in words, within my arms.
ăKranâŚâŚă
ăWhat is it?ă
ăâŚâŚThank you very much, I, somehowâŚâŚtruly.ă
My vision wavers, drops trickle down onto the baby-chanâs cheeks.
ăâŚâŚLet it be the two of us for a time.ă
Kran called out to her maid-sans and, had them leave the room.
ăAlice, please come over here.ă
Being unable to reply, I went to Kranâs side.
While still being in a daze with the baby-chan held at my breasts, I took meticulous care.
ăAlice, do you have nothing to say to me?ă
My head canât keep upâŚâŚ
ăItâs too sudden soâŚâŚă
But, sensing the weight and warmth within my arms, my chest certainly does become hot.
ăThat is so is it not. When I think of it I had trouble enduring the meeting before setting out for the front due to morning sickness and, I apologize for the matter of keeping this secret even from you, because I did not want to cause unneeded foreign and domestic agitation, Alice.ă
I, seeâŚâŚ
Certainly Kran was strangely quiet at her seat during the meeting.
She kept it hidden at that time, for that sort of reason thenâŚâŚ
ăBut this child is not an existence that must be hidden, as if daunted by the world. Watch for an opportunity and announce this boldly. Are you fine with that, Alice?ă
That she is my child, I suppose she is telling me to announce that sort of thing.
Frankly, my head is still discordant.
It is butâŚâŚ
ăUn, that is fineâŚâŚthis child, thatâs rightâŚâŚmyă
I try being attentive and, even though sheâs such a baby-chan I can sense magic power.
Thereâs no magic power in Kran.
In short, this magic power is something she inherited from me.
ăThen Alice, let us leave the difficult conversations for later. Putting the conversation back on track. Do you not have something to say, to me?ă
Glance between Kran and the baby-chan.
Kran is expressing an elated face, that feels like itâs not something I see very often.
Normally, Kran is more mature than her age but, just this time sheâs clad in an atmosphere that I canât describe as anything but cute.
ăI love you Kran. Thank you, very much.ă
ăUfufu, you are welcome. Creating children is a duty of the nobility but, surely I am a blessed person to have greeted this current time with such joyful feelings.ă
She struck the end of her bed to say come closer so, I sat down there.
While Kran leaned against my shoulder, she poked the baby-chanâs cheeks.
Right now I somehowâŚâŚgot a sense of reality.
I might be, extremely happyâŚâŚ
ăThis childâs, name is?ă
ăIâve considered it but, Iâve been waiting for Alice.ă
Etto, Lumina-chanâs oneechan?
It becomes that sort of thing doesnât it?
Remember.
What did Lumina-chan say?
Nee-sama?
Thatâs not it, Iâm certain Makina murmured somethingâŚâŚ
Rightââ
ăSilvi.ă
I murmured that and, Kran was as surprised as a pigeon being struck by a peashooter.
I suppose thatâs soâŚâŚ
ăI am surprisedâŚâŚis Aliceâs heart actually in communication with my own?ă
ăEh? No, ahaha.ă
I could do nothing but laugh vaguely.
ăI thought to proceed with the name said as Silvia but, with the wish that I want to raise a child that is slightly tougher, more regal, I thought I should name her Silvis. What do you think, Alice?ă
I nod.
Itâs a good name.
This child is SilvisăťWilmington.
A princess-sama from birth.
The promised child expected to do the act of following after the princess-denka KrancescaăťWilmington whoâs called the idol of the people.
ăUwaa, that seems difficult. I feel bad for Silvi-chanâŚâŚă
ăWait Alice, what do you mean by that? Can I ask you not to suddenly pity Silvi.ă
ăItâs alright, because if itâs too strict around Kran, Iâll give you pampering and protection with my full power okay? Letâs run away together when you feel like it, Silvi.ă
ăSeriously, could you please avoid suddenly making plans to elope with my child? She is a bad mother-sama is she not, Silvi?ă
And then this time Silvi started crying, as we conversed over her head.
ăWa, wawaa! What is it? Is it my carrying method? Or perhaps, you need to urinate?ă
As I knew nothing of this matter, I became flustered.
But it seems those called mothers, stay composed on a biological level.
Kran isnât disturbed in the least.
ăPlease calm yourself Alice, surely this is because she wants milk.ă
ăMilk?ă
Milk.
Fumu.
Hou?
ăGo ahead.ă
I offered Silvi out to Kran with a serious expression and, Kran turned toward me with a fed up sort of fixed look.
And then she smiled sinisterly.
ăI feel that, Silvi surely desires Aliceâs milk. That is why she is crying now, while she is being carried by Alice.ă
ăMy, milk?ă
Whatâs with that?
Does such a phantasm, exist in this world?
ăNo since it isnât the case that I gave birthâŚâŚit wonât come out you know?ă
It wonât come out will it?
Iâd be scared if it came out.
Iâm scared of my own body.
ăThen let us test it.ă
ăTe, test?ă
Test means?
Silvi is energetically crying while Iâm confused.
ăMaa? She is an bad mother-sama even though you want dinner is she not, Silvi?ă
Kran and Silvi are conspiring.
No Silvi is unrelated.
Sheâs just hungry.
ăâŚâŚI understand.ă
No do I understand?
Do you really comprehend this?
I put in a tsukkomi within my heart.
ăI am also female, probably.ă
Probably?
Kran is tilting her head, like that.
Having made my resolve, I entrusted Silvi to Kran so as to take off my clothes for the time being.
Having removed my jacket, I take off my underwear.
My appearance becomes that of a lace tank top.
Yosh, preparations complete.
ăSilviă
ăEei, Alice. By the way you are strangely assertive when you decide to act are you not.ă
Donât praise me like that Kran.
Iâm a manââno, woman who gets things done when itâs time to get things done.
I hold Silvi in my arms once again.
ăSaa Silvi, itâs milk time okay?ă
By opening my tank top, I bring Silvi up to my small breasts that have become exposed andââ
ăFuaââă
Silvi quickly latched on.
Baby-chanâs instincts are incredible, they use every possible technique to squeeze out milk.
ăFuwaâŚâŚwai, nnn, ah, Sil, viâŚâŚă
It, it feels goodâŚâŚNo I mean, it isnât coming out.
No, I knew.
But Silviâs latched on and wonât come off.
ăFuaaaaaâŚâŚKranď˝ď˝ă
Kran was holding back roaring laughter while watching my watery face.
ăFufuu! Even if you are called an elf, you really do have to give birth to provide milk do you not. I see this has become a lesson.ă
You absolutely knew didnnât you, you!?
ăChuu chu.ă
ăFuaaaď˝ď˝ď˝ď˝ă
Feels goodâŚâŚnot that.
ăIt, it wonât come out Silvi! Forgive me okay, mother-san, milk, wonât come out Silviââi!ă
ăChuď˝ă
ăHawaaaă
ăKuu, fufuu.ă
Itâs said that on that day, a slovenly voice which had totally lost itâs power and, explosive laughter could be heard coming from the princess-denkaâs personal room.