Those heavy footsteps stopped in front of the door to the room Camilla was in.
âPlease excuse my rudeness.â
He said those words as the door opened.
The person she expected to see suddenly came into view ââââ It was Alois, breathing heavily and dripping in sweat. He had a fierce expression that she had never seen on his face before as he stepped into the room.
The children were cowed into silence by the sudden change in atmosphere. The uproar died down to nothing in an instant. The children clammed up as they hid behind Camilla. Even the boisterous young boy and the old woman were silent as he entered, their eyes wide open in shock.
Alois ignored them all and walked straight to Camilla. As he looked at her, he struggled hard to regain his breath, inhaling and exhaling deeply, interrupted by coughs. Then, he closed his eyes, taking a final deep breath.
But, that hardly seemed to settle down Aloisâ feelings. When he opened his eyes again, they were incensed with anger.
ââŚ..You areâŚâ
Camillaâs shoulders jolted in surprise as Alois spoke in a low voice she had never heard him use before. It seemed calm, but the anger bubbling beneath his words was easy to hear.
âYou are the kind of person who just runs out into the middle of the night without telling a soul, is that it?â
A single woman walking the streets at night alone. They would either have to be a fool or a harlot. As she realized the implication behind those stinging words, Camilla raised her face.
But when she looked up to scowl at Alois, she was only met by his cold glare.
âDo you understand just how much of an uproar there was when we couldnât find you in your room? Iâve sent all the servants in the mansion around town to look everywhere for you.â
Alois had promised to go with her to the orphanage when he returned. He was probably the first one to notice that Camilla was gone when he came to take her along. There were many people who saw Camillaâs exchange with that young boy. After hearing the story from those onlookers, he could easily deduce where Camilla had gone.
âThere are a lot of shadowy places in this town and it isnât safe at all. Itâs a wonder that you werenât kidnapped off the street. I thought you would have at least some sense about you, but I suppose I was wrong for not expressly telling you.â
âAh, Lord Alois, please wait a momentâŚ! This girl, sheâŚ!â
As Alois coldly reprimanded Camilla, the old woman in the bed tried to intervene. She wanted to protect Camilla. But, her brave action was cut short by Aloisâ icy words.
âOld lady, this is an issue between Camilla and I. I am aware that I am intruding in your home and I hope you can bear my unreasonable request, but would you please remain silent for now?â
Despite the words being polite, the connotations felt anything but. The old woman couldnât press him any further and lowered her head, staying silent.
âCamilla, I did everything I could to make sure that you had everything you needed. But, from the beginning, you only ever complained.â
ââŚWhat are youâŚâ
âYet still you selfishly took off in the middle of the night, without caring about just how much trouble you caused myself and my household, and whilst I was worried about you here you are having fun in a place like this.â
âHaving fun⌠What are youâŚ!?â
Camilla squeezed her fists and spat out those words.
ââIâm exhaustedâ, is that what youâre going to say next!? Even though you truly donât care at all!? Why exactly do you think I was on the streets all alone!?â
Simply setting her up to live her days like a doll in a dollhouse, how is that providing her with everything she needed? Just what was Camilla to Alois?
Camilla couldnât bear her feelings been so thoroughly trampled on.
âI wanted to go out, so why could I not simply go out!? The only reason I am here is that I was trying to help!!â
âIt isnât your place to be helping people like this. You should have called someone for help yourself.â
âBut, IâŚ! I was asked for help? How could I simply leave them be!?â
âGo back to the mansion and fetch a servant. If you had done that, at the very least, I wouldnât have had to run through town searching for you.â
Camilla bit her lip.
Alois wasnât wrong. After being asked for help, the best thing she could have done was obediently return to the mansion. That way, it would have been easier to get the old woman home. There would have been an appropriate response straight away.
It just wasnât something that even crossed her mind at the time. Although the boy wouldnât have gotten any help from the estate alone, it would have been different if Camilla was with him. But, Camilla didnât make that choice. Because of her anger, her frustration and, most of all, her pride.
âW-Wait, Lord Alois! SheâŚ! She really did help me! And back then, I didnât know that she was acquainted with Lord AloisâŚ!!â
As Camilla was lost for words, the boy jumped in front of her with a panicky voice. The boy tried to hide Camilla behind his back, looking up at Alois with a pale face.
âDonât get mad at her, she didnât do anything wrong!â
âRolf, that isnât the issue here. Stay silent.â
At Aloisâ rumbling voice, the boy named Rolf trembled slightly, but still stood his ground.
âN-No! I wonât stay quiet!â
âWait, stop being rash!â
As Rolf squared his shoulders, Camilla tried to stop him. Alois is well known as a charitable and kind lord. But, a lord he remains. With a single word, he could have anyone who opposed him exiled from Mohnton.
And right now, it doesnât seem like Alois is his usual calm self. It must have taken great courage to talk back to him like this.
ââŚBecause everyone thinks Iâm a liar, no one helped me even though I begged.â
The boyâs lips trembled, but he didnât stop talking.
âEveryone in town thinks of me as a bad kid. I know it. Even if granny really collapsed, no one believed me at all. But stillâŚ! But still, she was the only one stupid enough to help meâŚ! There wasnât anyone else that could help!!â
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As Rolf shouted so quickly his words became a blur, he pointed at Camilla. Alois kept looking down at that small boy, as his expression didnât change. If you combined both the difference in status and stature, Rolf was standing up to an intense atmosphere of intimidation.
âIf it wasnât for her, granny would still be lying in a back alley. I owe herâŚ!â
Alois stayed silent. He still looked down at Rolf. Rolf, meanwhile, refused to back down. As neither of them blinked, silence blanketed the room.
All that could be heard was the sound of the crackling fireplace. Those flames burned as hot as the flaring passions at play. There was the hoot of an owl in the trees. The silence felt like it would go on forever.
Then, that tense atmosphere was interrupted by the sudden tiny sound coming from a young childâs stomach.
Alois and Rolf turned to look at the source of the disturbance at the same time. They werenât the only ones. Everyone in the room couldnât help but look.
The culprit was a young girl, hiding behind Camillaâs skirt. The first child who had piped up to say she was hungry before.
The girl looked confused when everyone had turned to look at her, then after a moment, she looked down and slowly moved a hand to her belly. When her face turned back up, her eyes were welling with tears.
âUWAAAAAAAAAAAAH! IâM HUNGRRRRRYYYYY!!â
Was it truly just hunger? Or could she no longer stand that fierce atmosphere that had engulfed the room? Either way, the girl burst into tears. Alois rubbed the back of his head as Rolf let out the breath he had been holding that whole time. As if it was contagious, the other children began to cry one after the other.
âHey, just endure it! Today is different than usual! Since granny needs to sleep, there isnât going to be any dinner!â
âNooo!â
As Rolf tried to calm down the situation with an embarrassed look on his face, the girl shook her head side to side through her tears. Instead of being quiet, she actually shouted over Rolf.
âNo no no no! Iâm hungry!â
âStop being so selfish! Canât you little kids just calm down or something!?â
âNoooo!! Both the lord and big bro are scary!!â
The girlâs cries echoed through the room. Far from getting her to stop, Rolf only made the girl cry even louder and although the old woman tried to do something, she could barely move from her bed and her voice only came out as a cough. Alois didnât know what to do as he stared at the ceiling.
Camilla, meanwhile, let out a sigh as she rubbed the crease between her eyebrows.
After taking a deep breath, she made her decision.
ââŚAlright.â
Camilla didnât cry or shout that word. But, her voice still pierced through the din of that noisy room.
âI will prepare something for you to eat. Now, stop crying! Show me to the kitchen!!â
The children stared at Camilla with blank faces.
No, not just the children. Both Alois and Rolf looked at Camilla as if they couldnât believe what she just said.
ââŚCamilla, are youâŚ?â
Alois looked at Camilla with disbelieving eyes. A noblemanâs daughter like her preparing a meal for a big group of children like this⌠Can you really do that? He didnât say it, but his expression was clear.
âDid I not tell you before that cooking was my hobby?â
Camilla said that, with a snort of laughter.
âEven for this many people?â
âWhether I am cooking for one or cooking for ten, it doesnât matter.â
As Camilla stuck out her chest, Alois frowned. Then, he sighed as if giving in.
ââŚVery well. Iâll help you out as well. Iâd be worried if I left you alone.â
âLord Alois will?â
This time, it was Camillaâs turn to look disbelievingly at Alois. As Alois rolled up his sleeves, she noticed his thick and clumsy looking hands. With those hands of his along with his tongue ruined by years of food violence, how could he possibly cook well?
âIâm also a man of Mohnton. Even I have a little confidence in what I was taught.â
Cooking was a common virtue in the land of Mohnton. It had nothing to do with whether or not one was a commoner or a noble.
âDid I not tell you that before?â
As if issuing her a challenge, Alois spoke Camillaâs exact words back at her.