I did not expect this to happen. I had said it without thinking too much about it, and only regret spread through my heart.
ăBrother, Iâm asking you. Can you tell me why?ă
ăNo⊠thereâs no⊠particular reason for it.ă
ăI canât believe you would say something like this without any reason⊠How can you say that and not be convinced? Whatâs going on⊠is it something you canât even tell me? BrotherâŠă
It seems that someone even called this brother of mine, who works peacefully every day as the head chef of the castle, to come over. What an unnecessary thing to do.
I couldnât look Klimt squarely in the eyes with a sad expression on his face, and I couldnât help but fall on my face because of the guilt inside my heart. This is bad, I have to find a good place to drop this story before Remilia and Anri get the message.
ăBut, your horns⊠I canât believe you want to cut off your horns! Really, what is happening to you BrotherâŠ!ă
Yes, this whole mess started with me saying that I wantedăto cut off my horns.ăTo be honest, I didnât expect people around me to make such a fuss, and although I didnât show it on my face, I was secretly feeling very sorry for myself.
Perhaps numbed by my refusal to say anything when questioned, Klimt was raising his voice, which was unusual for him. But there are circumstances that I canât talk about why.
ăYou know that my horns, as well as you, Brother, donât grow back. If you cut them off, they probably wonât grow back.ă
ăI know that, butâŠă
No, it may grow back, but we havenât checked it yet. The first thing to do is to understand the ecology of the demon tribe, which is not well understood even by the demon tribe themselves. Some say that individual differences are too great, but the main reason is that we did not have enough time to study the races and heredity. In fact, some of the same demon tribe naturally grow new horns every year. However, my horns and Klimtâs horns continue to grow, albeit slightly, and the root of the horns is under the skin and can be painful if hit too hard, so they are probably not horns that can be handled conveniently. Even though I knew that, I wanted to cut off this obtrusive horn. Thatâs what I thought.
ăUhh, even you Klimt once told me that you wished you didnât have these obtrusive horns. We can only sleep on our back, and we canât wear clothes that coverâŠă
ăI hear it wasnât such a joking matter. You were even looking into amputation surfaces and pain treatment, werenât you? Even the animal literature was imported from foreign countriesâŠă
ăWâWho leaked that story to youâŠă
ăIt doesnât matter who they are. Itâs just that Brotherâs entourage was concerned. Even though my and Brotherâs horns are also involved as a catalyst in the deployment of magicâŠă
Well, the search for the culprit is certainly not the story to be solved now. What is important now is how quickly we can put this mess behind us.
As Klimt said, Remilia and the purifiers she taught regularly purify the entire demon kingdom, so the threat level of the monsters that appear is much lower than before. But I guess Iâm concerned about the impact on the force that is me.
ăYes, we havenât completely stopped getting strong demons yetâŠă
ăNo, Iâm not saying that about you, Brother, just to spare your strength⊠Donât tell me youâre sickâŠ? So you had to cut the corners offâŠ!?ă
ăNo! Rest assured it wonât happen.ă
ăIâm glad⊠butâŠă
Then why? His eyes told me. I looked away again, feeling guilty because Klimt said that because he was really concerned about my body. I really didnât expect it to be such a big deal.
I canât say it⊠I canât believe I was so jealous of Anri being kneecapped by Remilia and having something calledăear cleaningăthat Iăreally wanted to cut off my hornsă⊠No, it wasnât that I was jealous of the lap pillow. It was for the purest of reasons: I saw the family reunion I wanted, and I wanted to be a part of it. I donât have any sharp feelings. I really mean it.
When I offered to do the same for her, she said,ăAngel has horns, so I canât kneecap you,ăand I was very disappointed when she told me that human doctors use chairs for examining teeth and ears, and thatâs not the only reason.
Iâll admit that I really tried to find a way to cut off the horns, not half whining about how they wereăin the wayăbecauseăI couldnât cut them off,ălike I told Klimt a long time ago.
That doesnât mean that the people around here would make such a big deal out of itâŠ
ăIs it something you canât talk to me about⊠I guess you should talk to it on Remilia-sanâŠă
ăYou really shouldnât do that! Itâs nothing!! Itâs nothing!!ă
ăOkay, Anri-kun, he just got sick with a cold the other day, and I donât want to worry him unnecessarilyâŠă
ăPlease, Klimt, donât make it sound so serious.ă
When they found me doing research on cutting my horns, I saidăitâs nothingăand thought those guys would forget about it over time. I was sweating cold sweat inside, I was thinking of excuses as fast as I could,ăhow can I convince them?ă