âYou still have one chance. I can wipe away all these painful memories for you,â she continued slowly. âYou can choose to forget it all, or to retain just your hatred and indifference toward her.â
âThat is what Xia Qingyue wants as well.â
ââŚâ The only answer she got was the tormented twitching of his body, and the sound of his endless tears dripping against his clothes and the ground.
It hurtsâŚ
My heart⌠my soul⌠my beliefs⌠it feels like something is cutting them all into tiny piecesâŚ
The pain will not endâŚ
High above the sky, four women were watching him silently with sorrowful, heavy or complicated expressions on their faces. [1]
He was curled up like a prawn, and every part of his body was convulsing in pain. But for whatever reason, he couldnât even squeeze out a howl to relieve even a little of the pain.
They never imagined that they would see him like this after he became the great emperor of the universe.
Yun Che had been sitting here for over two weeks already, but there wasnât a single moment where he wasnât twitching in pain.
They didnât know what Yun Che was going through. They could only watch him in silence and accompany him this way.
âXia QingyueâŚâ Chi Wuyao let out a small sigh before looking at the sky. âHer plans were pretty much perfect. What really exposed it all wasnât flaws in her plan or a twist of fate, but the deep-seated obsession Yun Che had pretended didnât exist until he finally found something that could validate it all⌠He never forgot about Xia Qingyue. He had always hoped that it was all fake. When the opportunity finally came by, he did everything in his power to prove it was trueâŚâ
âHe pretended to not care about what I told him back then, but the truth⌠was the complete opposite.â
Shui Meiyin was pressing her face against Mu Xuanyinâs shoulder and sobbing uncontrollably. Yun Cheâs painful appearance had hurt her just as much.
The secret could no longer be kept, so she could only confess everything to them.
Qianye Yingâer abruptly moved toward Yun Che. She had been silent and unmoving this whole time, but it looked like she couldnât keep herself still any longer. A hand immediately caught her wrist, however.
âDo not disturb him.â Mu Xuanyinâs low, cold voice rang behind her ears.
ââŚâ Qianye Yingâer closed her eyes and pushed down her rising aura little by little.
Turning away so she couldnât see Yun Cheâs tortured appearance any longer, she murmured seemingly to herself, âWhy am I the one who lived?â
Chi Wuyao glanced at Qianye Yingâer before taking her hand into her own. It felt cold enough to chill her heart.
âThe fact that you are thinking this way proves that you are no longer that sinful Brahma Monarch Goddess you were⌠the past cannot be changed, but the future can.â
Qianye Yingâer: ââŚâ
Chi Wuyao continued while brushing her fingers gently against Qianye Yingâerâs palm. âIt may take an unimaginable amount of time and atonement, but as long as you keep living, you will find a way to forgive yourself one day.â
âYou were the one who supported him during the darkest moments of his life. Now and in the future, he cannot live without you either⌠Of this I am certain, and you should believe it as well.â
Qianye Yingâer lightly shook Chi Wuyaoâs hand away, and she didnât turn back around to face her. She said in a slightly hoarse voice, âWho do you think I am⌠I am not as fragile as you think.â
âI have committed enough sins that even ten thousand deaths wouldnât be enough to atone for them. You think I will brood just because of one person? Donât⌠make me⌠laugh!â
Chi Wuyao smiled a little at Qianye Yingâerâs reaction before turning her gaze back to her man. Then, she let out a long sigh inside her mind.
Does it hurt? Good.
It is what you deserveâŚ
Everything she did for you, everything she sacrificed to save youâŚ
It may hurt like ten thousand swords skewering your soul, but that is still preferable to never knowing the truth, isnât it?
âŚâŚâŚâŚ
Yun Che didnât know how much time had passed while he was experiencing the Recollection of Nothingness.
It had been a long, real and cruel dream.
He didnât know how long he had suffered in the whirlpool of pain either. When his mind finally regained a bit of clarity though, he said in a trembling but impossibly determined voice:
âNoâŚâ
The voice had asked him if he wished to remove his memories of Xia Qingyue. This was his answer.
âI thought you might say that.â The womanâs voice had been unfeeling this whole time, but now it was tinged with what felt like a small sigh.
Yun Che adjusted his breathing and slowly opened his eyes.
His eyeballs were covered in broken blood vessels. It almost looked like his eyes were drenched in blood.
A bit more clarity entered his mind, and he continued in a horribly raspy voice, âYou said you will tell me everything.â
âHer interfered with fate⌠the reason she chose to end her own life⌠Tell me⌠tell me!!â
âAs you wish.â
The woman assented. She didnât try to evade the question or delay the inevitable.
The bright light bearing down on him disappeared once more, and his consciousness reentered the infinite grayish world.
When the woman spoke up again, it felt like her voice was growing increasingly distant and transient:
âA long time ago, the Primal Chaos was just a body of chaos. It took a long time before it gradually split into two different extremes, namely Yin and Yang.â
Yun Che: â??â
âAnother immeasurable amount of time passed, and the first ever living being was born at the center of the two bodies.â
âIt was the genesis of life in the Primal Chaos. All life that came after her knows her asâthe Ancestral God.â
âWait!â Yun Che chose this moment to interrupt the voice. âI want to know what happened to Qingyue, not the genesis of the Primal Chaos!â
âAnd yet we must speak of it if I am to explain her existence and fate properly.â
ââŚâ The reply stunned Yun Che and threw his barely organized thoughts into disarray once more.
Qingyueâs fate isâŚ
Tied to the genesis of the Primal Chaos!?
He had heard every word as clear as day, but they made zero sense whatsoever when strung together into a sentence.
So he gathered his focus and silently waited for the voice to speak some more.
âAs time passed, she who was later known as the Ancestral God grew more and more self-aware and intelligent. She was the one who created language, profound energies, profound arts and more⌠however, the more complete her consciousness became, the more she became filled with infinite loneliness.â
âShe was nurtured from the Primal Chaos. Both her power and her life were tied to the two extreme bodies of the Primal Chaos. As long as she continued to exist, the lifeforce of Primal Chaos would all be concentrated on her person, and it would never be able to give birth to a second life.â
âFinally, the Ancestral God decided to eliminate her own existence and transform the Primal Chaos from a universe of one life, into a universe of infinite lives. Therefore, she changed its structure and created functioning laws.â
âWhen everything was ready, she eliminated herself and scattered her lifeforce and power across all of the Primal Chaos⌠before she was eliminated completely, she engraved part of her memories and power into eight special life fragments.â
âAnd so the Primal Chaos welcomed a whole new era, and countless lives were born all over the universe. The first of them had come from the eight life fragments themselves. Four life fragments landed at the north of the Primal Chaos and birthed the four Devil Emperors, and the other four landed at the south of the Primal Chaos and birthed the four Creation Gods. That was how the Gods and Devils first came to be.â
âIt marked the beginning of the Era of the Gods.â
These so-called ancient secrets werenât very secretive, to be honest. The God Realm had detailed records of them, and Yun Che had heard them from the Golden Crowâs Soul when he was still in the lower realms.
However, the voiceâs next words turned everything on its head.
âAlthough the Ancestral Godâs life and power were gone, her consciousness hasnât faded with them. In fact, it was perfectly spread throughout the entire universe.â
Yun Che: â!!?â
âIt was because she wanted to witness the fruits of her labor with her own senses. She wanted to know what kind of world the place she had bestowed her life, her power and her laws upon, would ultimately become.â
âMore time passed⌠a hundred years, a thousand years, ten thousand years, a hundred million yearsâŚâ
âSome races thrived in their environment and became stronger. Some did not and were wiped out. Some planets were created and turned into star regions, and some were destroyed for one reason or anotherâŚâ
âGuided by the laws she created, the universe itself spawned or refined many more laws and rules to better maintain and balance itself.â
âAbove the mortal realm, the higher lives who ruled over the two extreme bodies of Yin and Yang gradually came to reject one another. One of them was the god race, and the other was the devil race.â
âThe Ancestral God was spread throughout the universe. She had witnessed every progress that was made during the Era of the Gods; every minor and major change that happened during this time.â
âBefore she knew it, an impossibly long time had passed since she had created this world. Even so, she didnât eliminate her own consciousness because she had become attached to the world she created.â
âShe wanted to continue watching and enjoying the myriad expressions of life. She wanted to bear witness to all of the unpredictable changes of time.â
âOne day, the fuse that would end the Era of Gods was ignited.â
âUpon discovering the taboo union between the Creation God of Elements Ni Xuan and the Heaven Smiting Devil Emperor Jie Yuan, the Heaven Punishing Divine Emperor Mo E decided to exile the Heaven Smiting Devil Emperor from the Primal Chaos with the Heaven Punishing Ancestral Sword⌠as a result, the relation between the god race and the devil race became utterly irreconcilable.â
âMo E passed away much earlier than his expected lifespan due to excessive usage of the Heaven Punishing Ancestral Sword. Not long after he passed away, the seeds of hatred that were buried since time immemorial finally bloomed in full force.â
âUnlike all of the major or minor conflicts of the past, this war was an uncontrollable conflagration like nothing the Primal Chaos had ever seenâŚâ
âGodly powers erupted all across the Primal Chaos. Countless innocents were killed, and countless spaces were destroyed. More importantly, the aura and laws of the Primal Chaos were twisted or destroyed little by little.â
âTo the Ancestral God, this great war was nothing more than an interesting experience. Whatever happened to this eraâchange, destruction, rebirthâit was all just the consequences of the choices made by the lives who lived it⌠Not only did she not lament the end, she even looked forward to the new era that would be born from this great war.â
âHowever, at a certain point of time during the end of the war, she suddenly noticed an unnatural disturbance.â
âThe energy of the primordial universe, the spirit energy of the divine way, and the devilish aura of the dark⌠amidst this turbulent space, they were all flooding in a certain direction.â
âThe Abyss.â
âIt was only then she noticed that flaws and cracks had appeared on the laws she had bestowed upon the Abyss.â
âThe⌠abyss?â Yun Che whispered unconsciously.
âThe basis of existence is balance,â the womanâs voice explained. âWhere there is existence, there is extinction.â
âThe Primal Chaos you know is but one half of the original Primal Chaos.â
âThe half you exist in is called the World of Existence. The other half you know not is called the World of Extinction.
âThe Ancestral God named itâthe Abyss.â
1. (T/N: THERE ARE FOUR VOYEURS NOW AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA)
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