In order to fulfill the reason for going out, I went to the convenience store to buy some more juice and snacks, which I did not need to purchase, and came home to be greeted by Kazemiya at the entrance. I wondered if she had been waiting for me for a long time.
ââŠWhat were you and big sister talking about?â
It seemed that Kazemiya had somehow guessed that Kazemiya Kuon was the one who had taken me out.
âAbout Kazemiya.â
âAnd what is it?â
ââŠâŠitâs a secret.â
Frankly, I didnât know if I could tell her so simply because of the content of the talk.
At least Kazemiya Kuon herself would not have wanted me to tell her little sister. Still, she told me because she trusted me enoughâto know that I wouldnât tell her.
Well, I guess she was right. I must say that her prediction was correct.
âŠEven though I knew that her love for Kazemiya was distorted, for some reason I couldnât bring myself to tell her. âŠOr rather, if I told her, I might not be able to get away with it for free either.
ââŠHmm.â
âWhatâs wrong?â
âYour sisterâs beautiful.â
âHm? YeahâŠshe is.â
It was indeed beautiful, with a face similar to Kazemiyaâs. However, I had the impression that she was more frightening than that now, though.
ââŠâŠâ
âKazemiya? Whatâs wrong?â
ââŠNo. Nothing.â
Kazemiya turned away grumpily for some reason. âŠâŠAs expected, she was different from her sister. Since her grumpy face was so cute. I tried to imagine Kazemiya Kuon making a grumpy face. It would give me chills.
âAh, thatâs right. Kazemiya, have you sorted out all the stuff your sister brought for you?â
âItâs still in the living room.â
âI see. Iâll help you carry them out, so just get your clothes out and change. Itâs time to get ready, right?â
âEh? Thatâs fine, but are we going somewhere?â
âGoing somewhere, you sayâŠâ
Apparently, the mess of running away from her home had gotten it out of her head. I guess it couldnât be helped.
âYou know we originally agreed to go see a movie together today, right?â
âAh.â
***
Although I was a little disappointed to find out that Kazemiya had inadvertently forgotten about it, we decided to go to the movie theater today as planned. The original plan was to gather at the meeting place, but since Kazemiya and I were going to stay at the same house for a while, we decided to go straight to the movie theater, since there was no need to meet up with her.
âSorry to keep you waiting.â
As I waited at the entrance, Kazemiya came downstairs after changing her clothes.
She was wearing a cool-colored frilly top with open shoulders and shorts. On her ears were elegantly designed earrings, and she was also wearing a thin layer of makeup.
âIâm really sorryâŠit took me a little while to get my stuff sorted out.â
âItâs fine, and thereâs plenty of time to spare, so no need to rush, itâs fun waiting for Kazemiya.â
â⊠as I said, donât spoil me like that.â
She began to fiddle with her hair, perhaps embarrassed. This was a habit of Kazemiyaâs that she usually did when she was embarrassed, when she had something difficult to say, or when she was in trouble.
âIs that the outfit your sister brought you from home?â
âRather than bringing me those clothes, they looked more like something my sister had bought me. The size fits perfectly and itâs nice. âŠWhatâs wrong with this dress? Is there something wrong with it?â
âIt looks good on you. Itâs beautiful.â
ââŠ.Thanks.â
Kazemiya turned away and started fiddling with her hair with her fingertips again.
âŠI remembered that Kotomi had told me to give her a proper compliment on her appearance. I had to think about it before I could remember that.
âAlright. Then, letâs go.â
After meeting at the entrance, we decided to go to the movie theater.
âIt was kind of weird going out together from Narumiâs house.â
âI was going to say the same thing.â
I never expected to live with Kazemiya under one roof, even if it was only for the summer vacation, nor did I expect to go out together from the same house.
âYou didnât go to school with Kotomi-chan, did you?â
âThatâs right. When it was difficult for me to stay at home, I would shift my commute. Depending on the situation, I would leave late, Kotomi would leave early, and vice versa.â
âWhat do you do now that you are getting along with your family? Do you go to school together?â
âWe donât go to school together. I leave later than her. âŠWell, Iâm that kind of guy who likes to coast until the last minute.â
âNarumi, youâre weak in the morning.â
âNot so much, but it takes me a little while to get out of bed. What about Kazemiya?â
âIâm strong in the morning. Iâve never overslept or slept in, and I wake up feeling refreshedâŠalthough depending on where I sleep, I might fall asleep a second time.â
âI admire you for never oversleeping. Iâve been missing out on the perfect attendance award all through elementary, junior high, and high school.â
By the way, the reason for this was that I stayed up all night playing games with Natsuki in elementary, junior high, and high school. Therefore, Natsuki had also been missing the prize for perfect attendance.
âPrimary and middle school aside, weâre still in high schoolâŠâŠitâs only the summer break of our second yearâ
âItâs not âonlyâ two years, isnât it? Itâs âalreadyâ been two years. Next year weâll have to take the entrance exam.â
âUhâŠstop that. Itâs summer vacation for 2nd year students, the best time for having fun. Rather, Narumi isnât the kind of character to say such a thing.â
ââŠAbout the exams is true, but itâs true that I think itâs âalreadyâ been two years.â
ââŠYouâre more conscious than I thought?â
âItâs not that, itâs just that high school life with Kazemiya. I think itâs not enough.â
ââŠâŠ..â
I thought to myself, if only we had become friends at least a year earlier.
Although even if we had, I still would have regretted the rest of the time.
âKazemiya? The station is this way.â
ââŠWait. Wait a minute. Now. I need to calm down.â
âAre you tired? Then, letâs find a store and take a rest. Thereâs still plenty of time.â
âItâs fine. âŠUn. Iâm fine now. Letâs go.â
Kazemiya lightly slapped her cheeks, but her cheeks were slightly reddish, perhaps because of the summer heat, or perhaps because of the force of the slap.
With that happening, we took a train and arrived at our destination, a movie theater. There was still some time left before the screening started. We decided to kill some time at a cafe inside the theater.
âIâll go get the tickets, and Kazemiya can secure our seats.â
âOkay. What do you want to drink, Narumi?â
âHmâŠlemon soda.â
âNot melon soda, huh.â
âThey donât have melon soda in the cafe upstairs.â
I scanned the QR code on my phone into the ticketing machine, took the two tickets it spits out and hurried to the cafe area on the second floor.
âHey, look at that girl. Isnât she so cute?â
âWow. Iâve never seen a girl that cute except on TV.â
âMaybe sheâs a model or an idol?â
âI think Iâll go talk to her.â
âYou shouldnât do that. A man with a nice face tried to talk to her earlier, but she turned him away with a very cold look in her eyes.â
In the center of my gaze was Kazemiya Kohaku, who had a seat for two at a table, sipping iced tea and looking in the direction of no customers, something I knew before I even checked.
(Kazemiya is having a hard time here, too.)
Perhaps because this was outside the school, no one knew who Kazemiya was.
But she still attracted the same kind of attention as if she were inside the school. The only place where she could relax without worrying about the eyes of others might be inside the house.
âThanks for waiting. Thanks for securing the seat. Hereâs your ticket.â
âThere are more people here today than usual.â
âI guess theyâre all here to see the same thing we are.â
The movie we were going to see today was a big series of movies, and the buzz and expectations for the movie were high from the start. Moreover, this time the theme song was sung by KuonâKazemiya Kuon, the older sister of Kazemiya, and she also appeared in the movie. Her outstanding singing and acting skills had been attracting attention in various places, and the number of viewers had been steadily increasing since the first day of the movieâs release.
âItâs amazing, isnât it? My sister.â
âAre you sure youâre okay with this movie weâre watching today?â
âItâs fine. I was originally going to go see the movie by myself. I like this series too.â
Kazemiya watched as the audience builds up their expectations for the film.
âTo be honest, Iâm jealous of my sister. I have a complex. I even have a grudge against her. Many times I wish my sister would go away. âŠEven so, I just canât hate her.â
The respect in her eyes was tinged with respect for her older sister.
Her eyes were filled with respect for her older sister.
âSheâs always been a genius and could do anything. But that doesnât mean she doesnât work hard. On the contrary. For example, when it was decided that she would be in the movie we are going to see today, she was studying acting so hard. His room was filled with books, DVDs, and other materials necessary for acting. Even with her busy schedule, she made time to practice on her own, and she also worked on her bodyâŠâŠ.she is a genius, and it is true that she is blessed with talent, but she is more of a hard worker than she is talented.â
The public had the impression that Kuon was an all-around genius. She could sing, act, play sports, and do everything else, a genius with no flaws.
âI wish I could hate her the best I could, butâŠ..I canât. I canât hate her. I couldnât hate her. My sister is kind to me and loves me a lot. I look up to her, Iâm proud of her, and I love her. âŠItâs dazzling, isnât it? Itâs so dazzling that I hate myself for being jealous of my sister.â
The reason why Kazemiya had a hard time staying at home was, of course, because of her mother. But even more than that, the reason why she felt it difficult to stay at home was that she hated herself for being jealous of her beloved older sister. She was so dazzling and kind that she couldnât look directly at her sister.
âKazemiya, why donât you be a little kinder to yourself?â
âEh?â
âYou think itâs better to hate yourself than to hate your sister. Thatâs the same as saying that you would rather hurt yourself than hurt someone else.â
ââŠthatâs better, isnât it?â
âItâs not good. If Kazemiya is having a hard time because of it.â
âIâm fine.â
âIâm not fine.â
Even though she had her own family problems, she gave me the push I needed. She helped me to face my family. Her own family was not doing well, but I was the only one who was doing well. It must have been difficult for Kazemiya.
âI hate it when Kazemiya hurts herself. If you canât do it for yourself, do it for me. Be nice to yourself to reassure me.â
ââŠ.Thatâs not fair.â
âIt doesnât matter if itâs unfair; if it makes Kazemiya feel a little better, Iâll be your reason.â
What Kazemiya did for me, I want to return it to her, even if only a little.
ââŠâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
Both Kazemiya and I remained silent as time passed by. After a while, however, we both relaxed our shoulders and laughed at each other.
âWeâre in a movie theater, but weâre just the same as usual.â
Apparently, Kazemiya was thinking the same thing. As the two of us were laughing together again, an announcement came up, telling us to enter the theater screen with the number on our tickets.