With a powerful helper, I started studying for the final exam.
Raimon-san was a quintessential student council president. And I should say that she was an honor student who had always maintained the top position in her grade since she entered the school. She was able to teach me in a very easy-to-understand and detailed manner when I asked her questions about things I would get stuck on if I studied alone. Thanks to her, I was making good progress, although I was disappointed that I could not spend much time with Raimon-san because of her work as the student body president.
I studied with Natsuki at home. Natsuki was one of the top students in the class, so he was very smart, but more than that, he had a good way of doing things. His pacing of solving problems and efficient study methods were different from Raimon-sanâs, which was a plus for me.
âYou left the house in a complicated way, right?â
âAh. Yes, I did. What about it?â
âIâd have liked to have seen it.â
âStop it.â
âAh, youâre wrong here.â
âEh, no way.â
âYou miscalculated the equation.â
ââŚUwaa, youâre right.â
I scrubbed the equation in my notebook with an eraser and calculated it again.
âHowâs this?â
âPerfect. This is right.â
When Raimon-san and Natsuki were not around, I studied with Kazemiya at a family restaurant.
Until recently, I used to do this after my part-time job, but now that we were already in the middle of the test period, I went straight to that table at the restaurant after school to study with Kazemiya until the last minute.
There, I could order something when I wanted to take a break, and I could finish my dinner without leaving the restaurant.
âKazemiyaâs grades are good. Are you good at studying?â
âNormal. Sometimes Shiori teaches me, so thatâs a big part of it.â
âThe best tutor in our grade?â
âLuxury, isnât it?â
âBut that alone wonât get you into the top ranks. Isnât that why youâre usually working so hard?â
âWellâŚI do study a little bit in the mornings before school.â
âThatâs amazing, from my point of view. Except now, I would never have spent my mornings studying before.â
âItâs just a habit.â
âHabit?â
âA useless habit when I was trying my best not to lose to my sister. Itâs just a habit that continues to this dayâŚâŚbut Iâm glad I kept it up.â
âMay I ask you why?â
âBecause I can teach Narumi to study.â
Kazemiya, smiling like a mischievous child in front of me, almost made me admire her face, but now was not the time for admiration.
âKeep saying that. Iâll overtake you this time.â
âThen itâs going to be Narumiâs turn to teach me.â
âAh, yeah. Look forward to it.â
âYeah, Iâm looking forward to it.â
Strangely enough, my concentration remained uninterrupted by the occasional conversation with Kazemiya in this way.
In addition to the ambient sounds of the store that I always heard, the sound of a mechanical pencil being run over a notebook was pleasant.
ââŚI think I may be studying harder for this exam than I did for the entrance exam.â
âWhat a coincidence. Me too. I havenât studied this hard since I took the junior high school entrance exam.â
âIs it okay to ask about that?â
âItâs fine if itâs Kazemiya.â
âThen tell me about it. I want to know about Narumi, too.â
âNot such an interesting story, though. My shitty fatherâŚâŚmy previous father was like an ability supremacist. Itâs like, âIf itâs my son, itâs only natural that heâs excellentâ or âA bad son is not my son.ââ
Just remembering my shitty father alone frustrated me, no doubt.
But now I could talk about it calmly. I wonder whyâŚâŚ.I guess it was because I was with Kazemiya.
âHe kind of looks like my mom.â
âI know. I thought the same thing.â
Kazemiya and I laughed together. Peacefully. Like a simple chat.
âThatâs why. Naturally, I took the entrance examination for elementary school. I failed that time, but my mother covered for me. I was forgiven. I took the entrance examination for junior high schoolâŚâŚ.I studied to death. I studied so hard, remembering my momâs back protecting me. I did a lot of crazy things to make my father like me. I was just so desperate to be a good son. I wanted to do things like help people and show him that I was a good son.â
I would get into things on my own, and get covered in mud and scratches. Looking back, it was black history.
âAnd, well. I kind of passed the middle school entrance exam, but it didnât work out.â
âDidnât you get accepted?â
âWell, I failed the elementary school entrance exam, so he said I had to pass the middle school entrance exam at the top rank. âŚâŚAt that time, I was told, âHow much do you have to let me down?â Thatâs all. Thatâs all. That was a boring old story, wasnât it?â
ââŚâŚ.I see.â
Kazemiya fell silent for a while, then pulled out a single red pen from her pen case.
âNarumi, give me your hand.â
âHuh? I donât mind, butâŚâŚright hand or left hand?â
âEither one. Whichever you want.â
âThenâŚâŚleft hand.â
I held out my hand that was not holding a mechanical pencil, and Kazemiyaâs hand gently wrapped around mine.
The soft touch and warmth of the hand made my heart beat rapidly.
As I was worrying that my hand might feel the heat of the pen, the red tip of the pen began to slide across the palm of my left hand.
The red pen drew a swirling pattern and added petals around it.
âYou did a great job.â
Blooming in the palm of my left hand was the Hanamaru mark that Kazemiya gave me.
ââŚâŚ..Haa. What are you doing?â
âI thought Iâd reward Narumi for your hard work.â
âWhat is thatâŚI donât get it.â
âŚreally, Kazemiya and I got along well.
Thatâs why.
I was just a little kid at the time, and now she had given me the words I wanted.
ââŚâŚâŚâ
This is bad. Not good. I couldnât look at Kazemiyaâs face properly now.
My vision was blurred. Tears were overflowing. Oh, shit. Why? Why do I feel like I want to cry so much?
Kazemiya didnât say anything for a while as I suddenly started crying.
She just stayed there until I calmed down. She stayed by my side without saying a word.
ââŚafter the final exams, weâll have summer vacation, right?â
âRight.â
âWeâve been working so hard this semester, right? So as a reward, why donât we go somewhere and have fun?â
âTogether?â
âOf course. Iâm inviting you out.â
âThen we should invite Shiori and Inumaki, too.â
âYouâre right. I want to thank themâŚbut on other days, letâs just hang out together.â
ââŚjust me and Narumi?â
âYou donât like it?â
âIâd love to.â
I felt some relief when Kazemiya said so.
âIs there anywhere you want to go?â
âWhere would you take me?â
âAnywhere you want.â
âThenâŚIâd like to go to the pool.â
âWhat else?â
â A summer festival.â
âThatâs a good idea. Iâll look into it.â
âThen Iâd like to just wander around the cityâŚâŚ.Oh, and theme parks, too. Iâm interested in the new attraction that opens in the summer.â
âIâll write it down in my notebook.â
Tearing out a page from my study notebook, I filled in my list of summer vacation rewards.
âOkay, itâs done.â
âIâm really looking forward to summer vacation.â
âI look forward to it every year.â
âFor me, I donât have much to do.â
âThis year is going to be busy for you.â
âIâve never had such a busy summer vacation.â
As I looked at Kazemiyaâs smiling face, I decided in my heart.
If Kazemiya ever needed help in the future, I wouldâdo my best to help Kazemiya.
(I donât know what I can do, butâŚI will do anything if I can spend my time laughing with you.)
Days go by with thoughts of the future just a little bit ahead.
And then came the day of the first-semester final exam.