āWhatās with the paper bag? You didnāt have it with you when you were at school.ā
āA cake I bought on the way here. Iām going to apologize, so I need something like this, donāt I?ā
āItās not that big of a deal, donāt worry about itā¦ā¦ā
āBut Iām worried.ā
If you say so, there were no more words from me.
āIāve never been this way before. ā¦ā¦Ah, there is a park here. I didnāt know.ā
āThereās nothing unusual here.ā
āI was just looking at it, thinking, āNarumi must walk here every day.āā
āItās nothing interesting.ā
āItās interesting. And Iām happy.ā
āAre you aā¦ā¦park fanatic?ā
āWhatās that?ā
āI donāt know.ā
It was just a road, paved with asphalt. There were trees planted at regular intervals along the edges and a small park nearby. There was nothing particularly interesting about it. But Kazemiya said it was interesting and made her happy.Ā ā¦ā¦. I donāt understand. Is Kazemiya has a unique taste?
āHave you ever been to that park earlier?ā
āOnly once when I moved here. Itās not that big, and thereās only a bench to sit on.ā
āThen. If that park was more comfortable, would you have come to that family restaurant?ā
āI donāt know. The most important thing to remember is that I canāt afford to spend a lot of time in the park at night because Iām on my way home from my part-time jobā¦ā¦.itās a problem during the rainy season like now, too.ā
āRainy seasonā¦ā¦oh, come to think of it, itās already June.ā
āYeah. Just when you think the midterms are finally over, the final exam period starts at the end of the monthā¦ā¦.ā
āBut you got good grades on the midterms, didnāt you?ā
āThanks to you. I know that Kazemiyaās grades went up as well.ā
āThanks to you, too.ā
During the period before the test, I was indeed absent from my part-time job. However, we didnāt want to stay at home, so we held study sessions at a family restaurant.
Perhaps it was because of this that our scores improved overall from the final test at the end of the first year.
By the way, Kazemiya was in 24th place and I was in 58th place. As a side note, Natsuki was in thirteenth place, and Raimon Shiori, the new student council president, was in first place in her grade.
āSpeaking of the midterm test, Kazemiya back then was a little distant.ā
āā¦ā¦is that so?ā
āYes, thatās right. I think it was right after the class gathering partyā¦ā¦I feel like you were often turned away from me. I was not sure if I was being avoided.ā
āIām sorryā¦ā¦.I wasnāt avoiding you, I was just letting things cool down.ā
āCool down?ā
āYou know, that one.ā
I guess Kazemiya had her own reasons. I had no idea what they were, though.
āWeāve arrived. Itās here.ā
As we were talking, we arrived at my house, which I had moved into less than three months earlier.
āā¦ā¦[Tsujikawa]ā
Kazemiya muttered quietly when she saw the word āTsujikawaā engraved on the nameplate of a single-family house.
āAs I told you before, my family name is now Tsujikawa. Narumi is my motherās family name. ā¦ā¦By the way, before āNarumiāā¦ā¦before my mother got divorced, my last name was āKiritsukiā. This is my fatherās name. So this is the third last name Iāve had.ā
āIāve never heard of that one.ā
āI just told you. I think Natsuki is the only other person in my family who knows about this.ā
āā¦are you sure you want to tell me all this?ā
āItās a little late for that, isnāt it?ā
āYouāre right, but, itās a very sensitive subject.ā
āI told you because you are Kazemeiya. If it had been anyone else, I wouldnāt have told them this much.ā
āā¦hmm.ā
Kazemiya turned her eyes away from me and began to fiddle with her hair with her fingertips.
Come to think of it, since our exclusive class gathering party, whenever Kazemiya looked away from me, she always fiddled with her hair with her fingers like this. I wonder if this is his way of ācooling down.ā
āWell, letās not stand around here and talk. Letās go in.ā
I tried to say it out loud and found myself inwardly tilting my head, āHuh?ā
I was trying to get into this house, which was usually difficult to enter and uncomfortable for me.
If I were allowed to do it, it would be easier for me to just stand here and talk with her.
Without time to think about why I opened the door and invited Kazemiya into the entranceway.
āExcuse me.ā
Kazemiya, who had ritually placed her shoes on the floor, followed me with a somewhat nervous look on her face.
I heard the sound of a keyboard being typed in the living room. Is she working?
Kazemiya, who had heard in advance from me that my mom was running a writing business, spoke quietly so that she couldnāt hear her in the living room.
The fact that she didnāt even notice the sound of the door opening would suggest that she was pretty focused on her work.
I should have told her that Kazemiya is coming to our house today, butā¦ā¦
āI wonderā¦letās just leave her alone. For nowā¦ā
The living room was unusable. So, the only way was to go upstairs.
The only place where I could take Kazemiya wasā¦ā¦.
āYou want to wait in my room?ā
āā¦Yeah. Iāll do that.ā
I had cleaned up my room to perfection in preparation for today.
I was so anxious about it that I was constantly tidying up during the exam period.
Perfectly prepared. No stone was left unturned.
āā¦Heh. So this is Narumiās room. Itās a lot tidier than I thought it would be.ā
āDonāt stare too much.ā
āAre you hiding something weird?ā
āNo, nothing like that.ā
āIām just kidding.ā
Kazemiya laughs a little. I felt like Iām being teased.
āLet me put the cake on my desk.ā
āThanks.ā
I received a paper bag containing a cake as a souvenir from Kazemiya and put it on my desk.
I would have liked to put it in the refrigerator right away, but there would be refrigerant in it, and since we were indoors, there would be nothing to worry about.
āWell, just sit wherever you want and make yourself at home.ā
When I urged her to do so while sitting on a chair myself, Kazemiya simply sat down on theābed as if she were flowing.
(ā¦.ah.)
Oh, shoot. Thatās right. My room had neither a table nor a cushion like a seat cushion.
And since I was sitting on a chair, the only place to sit down was the bed.
āWhatās wrong?ā
āā¦.I curse my own carelessness and lack of preparation.ā
āHm?ā
It was unexpected. I didnāt realize how aware I would be just by having a non-family member of the opposite sex sitting on the bed I normally use.
What perfect preparation? There were holes all over the place.
āItās nothing. Itās more likeā¦ā¦oh, yeah. Thatās it. Iām going to go downstairs and check on my mom.ā
Like that, I escaped from my room halfway.
ā¦ā¦my face is hot. I hope it cools down by the time I get back.
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āā¦I wonder whatās wrong.ā
Narumi ran away and left the room.
I was left alone and I was a bit bored. I was certainly curious about Narumiās room, but I didnāt have the taste to ransack it without permission.
āā¦ā¦ā
Suddenly, I became aware of where I was sitting.
Narumiās bedā¦ā¦Narumi usually sleeps here.
āIf you donāt come back soon, I will fall asleepā¦ā
My body naturally chose to roll over onto the bed.
āā¦It smells like Narumi.ā
It was as if he wasā¦ā¦embracing me as if he was wrapping around my whole body. I even have such an illusion.
āWhy am I like thisā¦calm down.ā
Ah. Not good. Iām gettingā¦ā¦sleepy.
Because I couldnāt help it. I couldnāt sleep last night, and when I thought I was going to NARUMIās house, I was so nervous and excitedā¦ā¦that I couldnāt sleep, so I played a game.
ā¦I canāt fall asleep. I came here today to apologize.
Butā¦I canāt meet Narumiās mom in a sleep-deprived state.
Soā¦ā¦just for a little bitā¦ā¦if itās just a little bitā¦just for a moment until Narumi comes backā¦itās okay, right?