āYuu nii-chan! Itās morning! Hazuki-chan came to pick you up!ā
My sister Hanaka comes to my room and wakes me up, patting the futon firmly.
āI overslept! Iām sorry, Hanaka! Tell Hazuki to wait for me inside the house.
āI canāt help it now, Yuu nii-chan!ā
Hanaka is so excited that she runs to Hazuki, who is waiting at the entrance.
I made a mad dash to brush my teeth, wash my face and change my clothes, then headed for Hazukiās place waiting in the living room.
āGood morning, Yuuri. Youāre a total sleepyhead.ā
āGood morning. Well, sorry for keeping you waitingā¦ā
Hazuki, smiling and greeting me in the morning, is having a very elegant time with a cup of coffee in her hand. I, on the other hand, managed to finish my preparations while gasping, but whatās this difference? Is Hazuki the daughter of some noblewoman?
āMmm-hmm. Itās okay. Weāll just have to go to school a little faster than usual today.ā
āOh, yeah, right. Iām sorry, Iāll leave the house unlocked.ā
āMoou, Yuu nii-chan!ā
When I opened the door with Hanakaās reproachful voice at my back, I found Hanakaās friend, Konomi Yoshino, coming to pick up Hanaka in front of me. She suddenly hugged me, sayingĀ āYuuri-senpai,āĀ but we were short on time, so I brushed her off and headed for the station.
I heardĀ āYuuri-senpai no bakaāĀ from behind me, but I didnāt care. Still, I didnāt expect to be blamed by my sister and Yoshi-chan in the morningā¦
We were in a hurry and managed to get on the train just in time to not be late. Despite the fact that it was still cold, the two of us were sweating thinly.
āHuh, looks like weāll make it in time.ā
āYeah, I guess so. But Iām sorry I got Hazuki involved too.ā
āDonāt worry about it. Itās okay to have mornings like that once in a while. It was fun. By the way, it was so cute to see Yuuri coming down the stairs in a hurry that I got a little nervous.ā
Hazuki was recalling how I had just woken up, and she was smiling a small reminiscent smile. I look at Hazuki like that and feel that Hazuki at the Hanasaki Park we went to the other day is still different from usual and strange.
(I wonder what Hazuki was like at that timeā¦)
Hazuki and I had been spending a lot of time together for quite a while, but she had never been upset by what I had heard. I felt a small lump forming in my chest and continued our conversation naturally, trying not to let Hazuki know about it.
āāā
Then we arrived at school, and after the first period, Kanade came to my seat.
(Kanade was acting a little strange the other day, so maybe thatās whatās going on?)
I remember when the four of us played together, Kanade was a little down in the second half of the day.
āDid you get your thoughts straight about what you were thinking then?ā
āUn. Iām not sure yet.ā
āI see. I honestly donāt know if I can help you, but it helps to talk to someone else so you can get your thoughts straight. If I can be of any help to you, Iām always willing to lend a hand, so donāt hesitate to do so in the future.ā
āUn. Thanksā
Kanade is still troubled, or perhaps she has a complicated expression on her face as she expresses her gratitude and returns to her seat.
(Kanade had an uneasy look on her face. I hope talking to me will clear things up. Oh, if thereās enough time, Iāll ask her about the discomfort Iām feeling toward Hazuki, too.)
I was thinking about this in an optimistic way, not knowing what kind of problems Kanade was having.
āāā
āYou couldnāt concentrate at all today, did you? Itās the first time Iāve seen Yuuri make consecutive mistakes like that!ā
āOh, shut up! Even I have my bad days too.ā
I was thinking about Kanadeās advice and Hazuki, and as Kanade pointed out, I wasnāt really concentrating on club activities. Not to mention the classes.
āIām so sick and tired of you zoning out in class and still getting good grades.ā
āIām studying at home, too. The manager seems to be very busy these days.ā
āThatās right! You know, we have a match coming up soon, right? So we have a lot of work to do for that, like analyzing the opposing schools.ā
āThere are no third-year seniors here, so Kanade and the others have to take the lead.ā
When I said,Ā āDo your best!āĀ I ruffled Kanadeās head, and she laughed at me while saying,Ā āStop it already,āĀ but she didnāt really reject me.
āāā
āOkay, so what was Kanadeās problem?ā
We arrived at the cafe and after taking a sip of our drinks I asked Kanade the question. Kanade still seemed to be struggling to say.
āYou donāt have to say anything if you donāt want to, okay? Iām on your side even if you donāt say anything.ā
āUn, Iām fine. Iāll tell you everything.ā
Kanade took a sip of her drink, then took a deep breath and began to speak.
āHazuki-chan, I think thereās something going on with Kouki-kun.ā
āWhat? What do you mean by⦠something?ā
I suddenly heard the names Hazuki and Kouki mentioned, and my heart jumped a lot. In order to avoid having Kanade realize how upset I was, I managed to squeeze out my voice.
āI understand that Iām saying terrible things. But I need you to listen to me and not get angry⦠please.ā
Kanadeās voice was small. If I look closely, I can see that she is trembling a little. Perhaps I look very horrible right now.
āIām sorry. Iām not mad at you, I just want to hear the rest of your story.ā
āYes. Letās see⦠The other day, when the four of us were playing in Yuu-kunās room, we went to buy cake rolls and forgot something, so we went back to our room, remember?ā
āOhā¦ā
āAnd then, donāt you think they were acting strange? They said they saw a big bug, but itās strange to see such a bug in this season, and they said they dumped it outside, but the window wasnāt open. And the bed didnāt look disturbed at all.ā
āBut maybe they cleaned it up by the time we got back to our roomā¦ā
āYes. Thatās a possibility. But what made me seriously suspicious was the fact that Hazukiās clothes were in disarray. Her clothes, which she had worn properly before we left the room, were in disarray when we got back that time. But when we came back from the store, her clothes were no longer in disarray.ā
I was surprised at the extent of Kanadeās vision. Did Kanade see that much at that moment?
āSo Kanade was wondering if the two of them were doing something shady behind our backs, right?ā
āYeah⦠Iām sorry, Yuu-kun. I didnāt mean to hurt you.ā
āNo, itās fine. Actually, there was something I was going to talk to Kanade about, too.ā
So I told Kanade about the feeling of discomfort I had felt with Hazuki the other day at Hanasaki Park.
I was surely feeling uncomfortable with Hazuki, and there was certainly a part of me that agreed with what Kanade had felt.
But I just couldnāt believe that Hazuki would cheat on me and have an affair.
āBut there is no way to actually confirm the discomfort Iām feeling. I donāt know what to do about this fuzziness.ā
Kanade listened to Yuriās story in silence until the end, and then came up with a proposal that went beyond what he had expected.
āIām not sure what to do about it. Yu-kun, would you like to go shopping for a surveillance camera with me next time?ā