Kane was the spitting image of someone whoâd run like crazy. His breath was raspy, and his sweat-drenched hair was a wind-blown mess. Not only was his armor missing, even his knight uniform was soaked from being pelted by rain. Capping the picture, his horse was slumped on the ground behind him, neighing pitifully as if to say it could run no more.
âWhy are you here?â The saintess remembered the Aluna arcâit was a place meant solely for the female and male lead. âIâm sure that at this time, Kane wasâŚâ At this point in the plot, she vaguely remembered the knight commander had begun to develop feelings for Cecile. Wasnât he supposed to be suffering from the fact that he was pining after his lordâs wife, and because Cecile only viewed him as a good comrade and subordinate?
âThis oneâs a huge headache too.â Be it Irene or Kane, why did their emotions keep deviating from the plot like this? It really flummoxed the saintess. She had created this world, so everything was supposed to play out according to her thoughts, and yet⌠why? Putting aside how the events and incidents were playing out differently, why were even the personalities of these characters changing?
âThis⌠Itâs as if this isnât a book, but another world that really exists somewhere.â This was the thought that was truly gnawing at her. Dying, killing, and stealingâthese were all things the saintess was comfortable with because she thought it was just things happening in a book, and she could allow as much since she was the creator of this world. But, what if that wasnât the case? What should she do then?
While she was lost in her thoughts, fireworks began shooting up into the sky. Kane was staring intently at her, with fireworks bursting in the background. âWhat a view.â The saintess felt like this entire moment was being automatically captured in her memory and saved under a file named something like âMaleLead2_Confession_MajorEvent.jpg.â
Kane took a step closer to her, and she caught a whiff of his odor, mixed with that of his horse and sweat. The realness of the situation finally setting in, the saintess retreated a step, not from discomfort but from how excessively vivid everything felt. It was as if sheâd just learned that what she had thought was a dream was in fact reality. Suddenly, the words Kane had uttered moments ago came back to her.
âI ran away without a word?â There was only one thing that came to mind. Pointing a finger at Kane, she cried out in surprise, âYou⌠You canât be talking about that note?â
The smile on the knight commanderâs face was replaced with a stiff look. âSo, you wonât feign ignorance,â he replied.
âTh-that was you?â
âThen, who else but me?â Kaneâs face hardened at her question, but after pausing for a moment, he added, âItâs okay. Iâm confident Iâll win after all.â
âWin? Win what? Rather than that⌠What you said about âyour firstâ and âtaking responsibility!â What was all that about?â The saintess asked about the thing that had been bothering her all this time. This was an important issue for her.
âI donât think I put in some old-fashioned setting like losing your holy power upon having intercourse, butâŚâ If this world was different from the setting in her plot, she couldnât know for sure whether this was the reason she wasnât able to gather holy power. Gnashing her teeth, she thought, âIf that is the case, then Iâll effing erase it all and rewrite.â
âYou donât⌠remember?â Kane asked in a hollow voice.
âOh, Iâm the type to lose my senses when I drink more than a certain amount, so I canât remember.â
âYou really⌠canât remember?â
âYes, soââ
While the saintess tried to cook up an excuse, Kane interjected, âThen, letâs do it again.â
âWhat?â
âSince you say you canât remember, we can just do it all over from the start, so that you can perfectly recall the memory.â