âAlso, if you were to be my friend⌠I can be your exclusive hero.â
Shiina flinched after she heard those words. When she relaxed her body a little, she,
âYouâre such an idiotâŚâ
Smiled at me.
âI canât believe you said all that just for my sakeâŚâ
Tears trickled down from her eyes.
One after another, water droplets fell down from her cheeks.
ââŚSeriously⌠Why even?âŚâ
She let out a sigh. It seemed like she had finally decided to yield.
I released her from my embrace and her body slid down the wall she was leaning on. She sat down on the floor.
âNow that youâve resigned yourself to your fate, I will never let you go.â
âI give up. I canât beat a stalker like you anyway.â
âWho did you call a stalker, you menhera?â
âW-What?! I-Iâm not a menhera! Iâm a mentally stable person, thank you!â
âReflect on what youâve been doing and say those words again. This time, slowly.â
I shrugged my shoulders as a response to her glare.
She tried to be intimidating but the tears in her eyes made her look pitiful instead.
ââŚAre you sure you want me as a friend? Am I not a major pain in the ass for you?â
âYou are. I know what Iâm getting into though, so you donât need to worry.â
âIf weâre going to be friends then weâll be friends forever, is that what you want?â
âYeah.â
When I nodded, she giggled.
âAlright then. Thereâs no reason for me to nag you anymore, letâs be friends. Iâll grind you hard, so be prepared, okay?â
âI donât think thatâs how friends workâŚâ
âBut you were the one who offered yourself with such vigor just now.â
âI had to do it because otherwise a certain thick-headed woman wouldnât even bother to listen to my words.â
ââŚPot calling kettle black.â
âAt least Iâm better than you.â
âFine, fine, I admit that Iâm the most troublesome person in this room.â
She pouted before reaching out her hands toward me.
âWhat?â
âMy legs are weak, help me stand up.â
âHuh?â
âCâmon, weâre friends arenât we? Wonât you help me?â
I pulled her hands and helped her.
She wobbled before falling into my chest.
âOi.â
ââŚShoulder, pleaseâŚâ
âIs your body hurting again?â
ââŚMy body is always hurting⌠Today just feels⌠Worse than usualâŚâ
âYou shoulda told me beforehand!â
I held her waist and lifted her. I think this was the so-called legendary princess carry?
âG-Grey?!â
âDonât call me that. Iâm Shiraishi Godou now.â
ââŚGodou⌠Put me downâŚâ
âNo. Itâs faster this way.â
âB-ButâŚâ
âBut what?â
ââŚNever mind.â
âJeez, seriously, youâŚâ
Shinna had a strange expression on her face.
In any case, I decided to carry her to her bedroom.
I found the door to the room when I looked around the spacious living room.
âIs that your room?â
âEh? Yeah⌠Why are you asking? âŚNo, wait, canât we just do it on the sofa instead?!â
âItâll be more comfortable on the bed.â
âBut, am I not⌠Heavy?â
âYou are.â
âW-What?! Iâm not that heavy!â
âOi, stop hitting me! Ouch, my neck!â
Seriously, that was dangerous.
I opened the door to her bedroom while moving my aching neck around. Inside, there was a fancily decorated large bed. It was surrounded by a horde of plushies.
ââŚâ
I took a look at the witchâs face and her bed alternatively.
ââŚAnyway.â
âDonât just dismiss it!â
She retorted as she blushed.
âI mean, I wonât judge you. Everyone has their own hobbies.â
ââŚJust kill me.â
As soon as I laid her down on her bed, she immediately crawled under her blanket.
Then, she took a nearby plushy and hugged it.
ââŚâ
I sat down on the bed. Her back was pressed against my waist.
The room was enveloped in silence for a little while.
âGodouâŚâ
âHm?â
âYou said you were going to save me⌠How exactly?â
She asked in almost a whisper.
âThere isnât an easy way to get rid of the curse, you know?â
âI guess so, huh?â
âWell, itâs you after all. Youâre probably going to say something like âIâll think of something laterââŚâ
Actually, I had been looking for a solution for quite some time now.
But not a single one came to my mind.
After all, even Shiina didnât manage to find it even though she was a genius in the field of magic.
The best thing I could do was to ease her burden.
âYour curse⌠Iâll take half of it.â
âWhat?!â
She looked horrified.
âIf you do that, your life will be in danger!â
âActually, I donât think so. Iâm an exorcist, remember? We have a stronger resistance to curse compared to normal people. As long as I use my exorcism, I should be able to prevent the curseâs erosion on my soul. Honestly, itâs easier to just transfer your curse as a whole to me. I could dispel it little by little if that was the case, but you wonât allow that, will you?â
âOf course! If you do that, who knows what kind of burden will youââ
âThatâs why Iâll settle for half. If itâs just half of it, I should be able to do something about it. My curse resistance is higher than you anyway, so it should be fine.â
I wasnât planning on sacrificing myself.
I came up with this plan based on my experience on handling my exorcism. If I were to use my exorcism all the time while taking on the curse, the curse shouldnât be able to harm me. If I wanted to save her, this should be the way to do it.
Perhaps she understood my intentions. Shiinaâs eyes started to waver.
âDonât try to handle everything by yourself, Shiina Mai. Weâre friends, arenât we? We should share both our happiness and pain. Thatâs what friends are for.â
She went silent for a while.
I held my hand to her and she took it timidly.
ââŚEven so, itâs a give-and-take relationship, right? You canât just expect your friends to help you all the time without giving them something backâŚâ
âYes. So, Iâll be looking forward to your help whenever I get into trouble.â
âIs that even possible in the first place?â
âWell, of course. Iâm not as clumsy as you are, but there are some troubles that even I canât handle alone. Iâll come to you whenever I come across them in the future.â
Then, there was silence after that.
Only the voice of the cicadas from outside the building could be heard.
We stared at each otherâs eyes.
âIf thatâs so, thenâŚâ
Shiina then uttered words filled with determination.
âPlease save me.â
I grinned when I heard those words.
After allâŚ
This girl who was hated by the whole worldâŚ
This girl who was trapped in constant self-blameâŚ
This girl who always convinced herself that she had no right to be savedâŚ
Had finally asked me, her first friend, for help.
ââŚAlright, donât complain after this, okay? Here goes.â
I pressed my lips against hers.
âMmph?!â
She was surprised, but she didnât resist me. She probably found out that this was part of the procedure to transfer her curse to me. To build a bridge to her soul, we needed to be in physical contact. For treatment, holding hands was sufficient, but for transferring curses, we needed something more than that.
âMm⌠AhâŚâ
Honestly, I didnât really want to do it like this, but if I wanted to do it quickly, then, this was the way to do it. Actually, I should speed up the process even more. I put my tongue inside her mouth. In the process, our teeth bumped and it hurted me a little. To be fair, this was my first kiss, so I didnât really know the details on how to do it, so I wish that she could forgive me about that accident later. I raised my concentration.
The way to transfer her curse over to me was for her to guide me to her soul with her magic. Then, Iâd sever the connection between her soul and the curse. After that, she could push the curse over to my soul using her mana. The kiss was to maintain the connection during that process.
My only problem with this method was that I had to keep kissing her the entire time. It was a bit awkward, but whatever, just think of it as CPR or something.
Also, I did this to help her, so I wish she could forgive me for stealing her lips like that.
ââŚPhewâŚâ
âNhahâŚâ
When everything was finished, I let her lips go. Shiina looked a little dazed. The work required concentration, so it was no wonder that she was exhausted.
âYou okay, Shiina?âŚâ
When I called out to her, she became startled. Her body started to tremble.
Her face started to redden up to her ears. She looked like an apple, but I probably was in the same state as her. My face felt hot, as if it was on fire. It was the first time that I had done this, so this should be normal, right?
âThat was my first kissâŚâ
She gave me a resentful look. Hey, it was my first kiss too!
âWho cares about that right now. How do you feel?â
Her expression was lighter than usual. She no longer looked like she was struggling.
âDonât just dismiss it! âŚWell, itâs certainly better than before⌠What about you?â
When she asked me back, I placed my hand on my chest.
There was a heavy feeling coming from deep inside my chest. However, thanks to my exorcism, I didnât feel any pain coming from it. My body felt slightly more sluggish than usual, but I should be fine.
ââŚHm, yeah, Iâm fine.â
âYou sure?â
âYeah. I think I can take more of your curse if you want me to.â
Her face reddened again as she turned her gaze away and clenched her fists.
ââŚI donât want to kiss you again.â
âI mean, as long as we make physical contact, itâs all good. It doesnât need to be a kiss.â
Oh crap, I shouldnât have said that. Her face instantly turned uglier as it started to redden even more.
âY-Y-Y-You?! Are you kidding me?! Iâm going to kill you for real now!â
âW-Wait, let me explain myself first!â
I tried to explain myself, but her hand landed on my face first. What an impatient girl.