The next day was the funeral day. The rain was pouring down and the air was cold.
Since morning, people have been busy preparing for the funeral of the Grand Duke.
The funeral was to be held in the church inside the mansion with the priest and guests.
I sat in a corner, wearing a black dress and veiled, watching the others.
Of course, I didnāt know any of the guests who must have been very high-ranking aristocrats.
When I heard the name, I couldnāt even guess who it was.
āLiving in a rural area, I didnāt even know who the only grand duke of this kingdom was.ā
The only people I know are the Laurent family who had dinner with me yesterday, but none of them pretended to know me.
āExcept for Richard.ā
When Richard saw me at the funeral mass, he asked, āYou?ā and made a scornful expression on his face.
The next question was, āWhere the hell did that luxurious and elegant black dress come from?ā
āThis was given by Fabian.ā
He looked around me all the time, asking about the dress.
He was looking for something.
The question about the dress was obviously an excuse.
I laughed and said, āLarissa did not come with me. She hasnāt recovered enough yet to get out of bed.ā
āGeez, when did I ask that? Iām not interested in something like that.ā
Richard answered with annoyance and went to the family seat far ahead.
āYou are not interested?ā
I donāt even want to laugh.
Larissa already has a predestined husband. She didnāt have time to get entangled with other men before then.
āAnd even worse if itās a spoiled Richard.ā
I shrugged and looked towards the family seat.
Fabianās head protruded above the people standing around the family seat.
āItās easy to find him.ā
He stood out for his looks and also for his height.
If you look closely, red eyes that you canāt find in other people are stuck in your mind.
āHe is a man who stands out in many ways.ā
But even though he was such a prominent person, no one spoke to Fabian.
People were more interested in Dominic, not Fabian.
The mourners continued to offer their condolences to Dominic and Valerie, saying how heartbroken they were.
They talked to Heloise or even Richard, but not to Fabian.
āIt seems that the contents of the will have not yet spread outside.ā
Fabian also doesnāt seem to care whether other people talk to him or not.
Instead, he stood, looking at the Grand Dukeās corpse in the coffin.
He had his back turned, so I couldnāt see his expression.
āWhat are you thinking?ā
Come to think of it, I donāt know much about Fabian.
So far, heās only told me what I need to know about him, and he hasnāt talked much about anything else.
āĀ How dare you to come to my grandfatherās funeral?
Hearing someoneās sudden inner voice, I glanced around and saw that Heloise turned around and looked at me in the family seat.
When our eyes met, she smiled at me.
It was a perfect smile without a single spot. But the smile showed no sign of criticizing me.
āĀ You even stare at Brother Fabian so intensely. Lowly thing.
āHaha. Iāve never crossed the line. And your cousin proposed to me first.ā
I thought so only inside and forced myself to raise the corners of my lips.
Heloise looked away and faced forward again.
I sighed and turned my gaze back to Fabian.
He had been standing alone in front of the coffin until a while ago, and suddenly was talking to someone.
He is a man with red hair stretching out in all directions, just like a lionās mane.
The red-haired man who was talking to Fabian suddenly laughed out loud.
Then the other mourners in the church looked at him with cold eyes.
Laughing so loudly at a funeral.
The man shrugged and covered his mouth with one hand.
Fabian continued the conversation with a smiling face.
āYou seem to be close friends.ā
I thought my future husband was surrounded by enemies, but it wasnāt like that.
Seeing the two of them chatting without hesitation, I was a little curious about the red-haired man.
Seeing that he came to condolences today, he couldnāt have been a low-status aristocrat.
āWhat kind of person are you?ā
Maybe Iāll get a chance to talk to him later.
Then I might know more about Fabian.
After a while, a heavy bell rang and the mass began.
The mass lasted for about two hours in a solemn atmosphere, and at the end of the day, mourners went to the front of the pavilion one by one to say their final goodbyes to the deceased.
When I said I wanted to attend the funeral, Fabian looked into my eyes for a moment without saying a word.
He answered only when his gaze was so long that it was starting to make me hard to breathe.
He didnāt even ask why.
So I was able to arrange a seat for myself in a corner of the funeral home.
I slowly went to the front of the coffin and looked down at the deceased.
āHello, Grand Duke. Iām sorry, I took advantage of your will. But please be relieved that your real granddaughter-in-law is already in this mansion.ā
The Grand Dukeās face, buried in fragrant flowers, looked like a different person from a few days ago.
I prayed for his repose and said in my heart, āI will take good care of both of them until Fabian gets married to my sister. Please rest in peace.ā
The last order was relatives and family members. When the greeting was finished, the coffin lid was closed.
After that, we all ate together, and when the meal was over, everyone moved to the large parlor.
People smoked cigars or drank alcohol or tea according to their taste, and chatted.
As I drank my tea, I glanced towards Fabian.
He was still talking to the red-haired man from earlier.
Now that I have accomplished the purpose of attending the funeral, I donāt mind going back to my room.
āStill, I want to say hello to that person.ā
Because youāre the only person who talked with Fabian here.
āWellā¦ā¦ I guess Iām in a situation where I have to go and talk to him first?ā
I was a little perplexed and looked down at the teacup for nothing.
At the local prom in my village, the men came to me first and tried to talk to me.
Thanks to that, I was not used to the situation where I had to talk to someone first.
I took a sip of tea and looked carefully at the people around me.
In contrast to the prom where all you have to do is empty your head, drink, dance, and have fun, all kinds of voices came and went at the funeral.
āLetās just stay still.ā
I think it would be better to be quiet now.
Itās annoying to move on to a serious story and start asking which family youāre from.
āIāll take a look and see if thereās an opportunity to talk, otherwise, Iāll just go back to my room.ā
With that thought in mind, I fiddled with the teacup.
In the meantime, the inner voices continued to be heard.
My chest began to feel stuffy little by little.
I could see the balcony connected to the parlor just in time.
āI canāt do this anymore. Iām going to get some fresh air.ā
I put down my teacup and went out to the balcony.
Going out to the balcony didnāt mean I couldnāt hear other peopleās inner voices, but at least the cold outside air touched my cheeks, so it was a little cooler.
I leaned against the balcony railing and watched the rain.
There was a huge garden under the balcony.
Unlike forests that were left to grow freely, trees that were planted separately by type and trimmed in shape showed off their understated beauty and looked more grandiose.
āWhen the rain stops, I want to take Larissa out for a walkā¦ā¦ā
As I took a deep breath, I heard the sound of the balcony glass door opening behind my back.
It was a low-pitched voice that I was getting used to little by little.
When I turned around, Fabian was standing there.
Wearing a mourning coat, he was all black from his hair to his feet.
It was a cloudy day and it was raining, so his face was pale and bloodless, and only his eyes were shining red in the meantime.
āHe looks like a vampire.ā
A monster that sucks blood by bewitching people with his deadly beauty.
When I had that thought, goosebumps ran down my spine.
āItās okay. Itās not raining too much either. It can change your mood, too.ā
Fabian walked over and leaned next to me.
He placed his hands on the railing, closed his eyes toward the garden, and took a deep breath.
Indeed, it was Fabian who desperately needed a change of mood.
He took a deep breath and inhaled cold air.
After a while, he turned to me.
He looked tired but also looked drowsy.
āI left you alone. Iām sorry, but I will continue to do so today. If you are tired, you can go back to your room.ā
I beg your pardon? Is that what you call an apology?
He said he was sorry, but he didnāt look sorry at all.
For now, Iām just a distant relative of his aide.
Itās strange that I attended the funeral, and if he introduces me to others, it will look more suspicious.
āIām fine. Rather, did you get a call from Poe?ā
I purposely used his pseudonym.
Fabian nodded and answered, āI got a telegram yesterday. Itās time to arrive soon.ā
āI see. Well, I will just wait here. No, would you rather not have me here? When and how do you plan to make the announcement?ā
He announced that he was married, and his wife was Marcia Blick, thus establishing herself as Grand Duchess. Thatās the plan.
I wondered how he would reveal it to people.
āI think it would be convenient and good in many ways to make an announcement right now when the mourners are here.ā
āThe announcementā¦ā¦ā
Fabian, who was leaning against the railing and staring at me, was startled without continuing his words.
The gaze that was looking at me with languid eyes changed sharply in an instant and scattered into the air.
You look like youāre listening to something.
I didnāt hear anything.
It was the moment I thought his red eyes were shaking.
He suddenly jumped on me.