If it was Violet who made such a mistake, would Mikhail side with her as he did with Aileen just now?
Would he have encouraged her to stay healthy? Would he have said that all she needed to do was not to get sick because she wasnât lacking at all? Would he have believed that she could do better?
Itâs safe to say that these were all meaningless questions. The answer to all of them would be a resounding ânoâ.
Self-deprecation festered into a spreading sense of guilt within Roen.
He had never been good to her. Roen swallowed a bitter smile.
âNo, Brother Mikhail. What Brother Roen said is right. Iâm not good enough compared to Sister. Sheâs so elegant, after all⊠Iâm never going to be able to reach her standards, but I should⊠I should try, shouldnât I?â
âWhat does that hateful wench have to do with anything! Youâre fine just the way you are right now!â
Mikhailâs spirited bellows filled the dining hall.
Until now, the duke had only been eating silently, and he remained as such.
What a farce.
All of the painful experiences that Violet had to go through were just like terribly written plays.
Mikhail was the blockhead that he was, and the duke whose favorite was Violet simply left the whole problem unchecked.
Once the silence was broken, the dining hall was quickly filled with chatter. Mikhail and Aileen continued their conversation.
The main topic of their drivel was Violet. Whenever Aileen would cautiously say, âSister is so great, while Iâm not,â Mikhail did not hesitate to refute those words. Then, Aileen would say nothing to deny that refutation and would just innocently smile.
This was how Aileen made herself out to be the nicest child ever.
Truly. What a farce.
âI just hope that Sisterâs confinement gets lifted soon. If I try⊠Iâm sure my sincerity will reach her.â
âYou. Youâre just such a good kid that I donât know how youâll survive in this harsh worldâŠâ
âNo, Brother. I can harden my heart, too! But Sister⊠Why do you think she doesnât like me so much? Even though weâre family.â
If Violet heard this, she surely would have said many things in return.
But really, what family was this.
Roen gave it a brief thought. In the meantime, the conversation between Aileen and Mikhail flowed as such.
Aileen consoled Mikhail, who might soon be stripped of his status as the dukeâs heir. But then Mikhail acted tough and said, âThen who else would be the next head of the family?â
It didnât just sound awkwardâyou could even say that it felt contrived.
Roen smiled gently.
âYou donât have to force yourself to seek out someone you dislike, of course.â
âHiicâ Brother, but how could I let Sister continue thinking of me that way? She might never know my sincere feelings.â
âIâm saying this from my own experience, Aileen. If youâre truly thinking of the other personâs well-being, you canât just force yourself on them. Isnât that so?â
âB-BrotherâŠâ
Roen didnât quite have the right to say such a thing as he had been visiting Violet everyday recently, but still.
There was a strange expression on Mikhailâs face, looking as though thereâs something he wanted to say. However, the duke set down his silverware right then, and Mikhail closed his mouth.
Now, Roen had finished his meal and so he stood up from his seat. He could feel it alreadyâif he wouldnât drink some digestive medicine any time soon, heâd surely throw up everything he had just eaten.
âOh, back thenâŠâ
Roen grimaced slightly as he recalled one particular day in the past where he saw Violet letting out dry heaves after dinner.
Before Roen stepped away from the dinner table, he did not forget to leave the last word.
âBrother,â he said to Mikhail.
âWhat is it this time.â
âTake good care of yourself.â
âW-What?â
The duke continued to say nothing even after Roen left the dining hall first.
In the silence that blanketed the air, Aileen cried as she lamented, âDoes Brother Roen hate me now?â
Of course, Mikhail hurriedly consoled her.
The truth was a very strange thing.
* * *
âSo, thatâs what happened.â
ââŠWhy do you even have to come visit me and tell me something like thatâŠâ
Violetâs expression was completely sour.
Itâs only natural. Just one mention of those people was enough to make her nauseous, so listening to such news about them would certainly make her lose her appetite too.
Violet couldnât understand why Roen was bringing them up. She let out a frustrated sigh.
âAt the very least,â Roen said. âI believe you should know.â
ââŠI do not need to know.â
âInformation adds to oneâs strength. And knowledge is something you can wield with authority. Itâs better than being clueless, isnât it?â
ââŠâŠâ
Violet said nothing in return.
Seeing the evident discomfort in her countenance, Roen tried to gauge Violetâs reaction. Was he wrong to do this?
Roen looked away. Violet continued to remain silent.
The higher the position a person had, the worse they were at interpersonal relationships. Mary shook her head.
ââŠI said I donât need it.â
ââŠYes.â
Roen still couldnât see what the problem was, but he at least knew that he should just stop talking about that. Surreptitiously, Roen then decided to shut his mouth about that topic.
So, he swiftly changed the subject.
âAnyway, the Crown Prince has taken an interest in your art.â
However, Roenâs words only served to further worsen Violetâs already displeased frown.