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<b>Chapter 14</b>
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And then, I spend all my time here alone..
Kaede finished her story and wiped her tears with her sleeve. But still, she cannot stop the tears from flowing.
Oh, really, Iāve made her talk about hard things.
Fear, loss, hopelessness. Iām sure it was something that she wanted to lose the memory of. I reminded myself of that all the more clearly.
āā¦Iām sorry.ā
At least these tears flowed because I came here. First of all, I apologized for that.
āAzami-san has nothing to apologize for, not a single thingāEyes down and shaking his head, Kaede says with a sniffle.
When Kaede said that she would do anything, it was probably the result of his fatherās last words, and he acted on them honestly.
And that, in short, means that she will continue to need my help. Itās not just a thank you for this moment of charity, Itās because she is expecting more after that. I didnāt want to let go of the thread of salvation that just happened to be hanging in front of me, but there was a will to survive, no matter what.
āā¦I get itā
As soon as I returned from the other world, I found myself in a world like this. I was relieved to see the first survivor Iād ever met, and I gave her some food as if I was feeding an abandoned cat, but I realized that her actions were the same as the ones I hated so much in the other world.
The sweet and brave Lindow. I remember that she often gave charity all the time, without thinking about what would happen later.
No, the very act of feeding an abandoned cat was something that should not have been done so casually even in the original world.
I stood up, grabbed my backpack that I had left beside me, and spread out all the contents on the table.
āā¦?ā
I answer Kaede, who throws a question mark at me.
āYou can eat as much as you want. Use tools as you like. But be very careful when you use fire. And donāt make any loud noises, theyāre very sensitive to noise.ā
āAre you sure..?ā
Iām just saying, but Kaede looked at me with expectation in her swollen eyes and tears in her eyes. All right, letās live up to that expectation.
āDonāt be so anxious. For now, Iāve decided to save you.ā
āThank you so muchā¦! Anything you need, just tell me!ā
āThatās fine..ā
Huh, I sighed holding my head.
How long should I help her, and how should I help her?
Iāll think about that later, but Iā ll have to tell Kaede something.
āThere are two things I have to tell youāĀ
With her reddened eyes, Kaede waited patiently for me to continue.
The first might not be something I would bother to say, but it was something I felt I had to say before I could say the second.
āFirst, I came here after killing all the zombies. I killed most of the zombies on the first floor. Probably the one that used to be Kaedeās father was there too.ā
When I said that, Kaedeās eyes widened.
āHmmā¦.yes.ā
Kaede replied quietly, as if to say that it was inevitable.
āIf it turns into a zombie, it canāt be saved. Itās already dead. Destroying its brain and killing it again is its salvation, so to speak.ā
Kaede listened to my words in silence.
Even the saint Iris canāt heal someone who is completely zombified. They are dead to begin with. Even if the curse is lifted, it is impossible to bring the dead back to life.
So thatās why.
I stared at Kaede and continued to speak.
āAnd the second thing.ā
A gurgling sound came from Kaedeās throat as she choked.
āIām going to kill what used to be your mother.ā