Taking off his coat and happily exploring the rooms, Kou jumped onto a bed.
He didnāt move so I got worried and called out.
When I asked, āAre you tired?ā, he affirmed and turned around.
Seeing him reach out to me while looking a little tired, I wanted to take his glossy lips but stopped in time.
When I hugged him and laid down, he looked reassured.
I felt like those unconsciously uttered words drew blood.
Weāre finally married, but did Kou not want it?
āāāI want to go home,ā he saidā¦
While hugging Kou who has fallen asleep, I have no choice but to hope that I just misheard those words.
If he said that even after waking up, Iām likely to do something terrible, even though I wanted to be gentle and cherish him.
The arm around my back lost strength and fell onto the bedding.
I think itās good to cool my head, but I donāt like being away from Kou, so I took him even asleep.
He looked so tired that he didnāt even wake up.
I can rinse him with hot water then weāll soak together.
āāWe should have toured a little more slowly.
ā¦is that why he wanted to go home?
Because I didnāt care about Kouā¦
Kou didnāt wake up even when I wiped his body.
When I tried to get him into some sleepwear, he clung to me, half asleep.
Even when I called out, he didnāt wake up, but his arm didnāt come off.
Giving up on the clothes, I headed for the bed.
Kou is starting to give in to me.
His smiles also increased.
ā¦but he often looked sad.
Sometimes, heād say he wanted to be with me, but I canāt fully believe those words.
I want to ask what he really thought, but I felt scared.
We laid down on the bedding.
I was planning on us going out for a meal after relaxing in the room for a while.
How much time has passed?
I heard a lovely sneeze and the lovely warmth came closer to me.
Iām not, but I think Kou is sensitive to changes in temperature.
When he feels cold, heād also sneeze when heās awake.
My body seems to be warm.
(I think he said that my beast form is warmer.)
When I turned into a beast, he got on my body while still asleep.
Kou, who rubbed his face onto my body, is so cute.
Itād be better to be a beast than the humanoid me.
I could see from his excitement that Kou prefers me being an Akinist.
Every time I turn into a beast, heād happily raise his voice and stroke me with a flush on his cheeks.
Heād say something like ānakoā, but what does that mean?Ā (A/N: Nakoļ¼Nyanko)
Heād emphasize it quite a bit, but heās talking in Nihoās language, so I didnāt understand what he said.
After a while, Kou seemed to have awakened.
I was a little relieved when he called my name right away.
Kou realized Iām under him then put his body back on mine.
Iām glad he didnāt try to leave and remained stuck to me, butā¦
As expected, Iām worried about that.
When I humanized, Kou raised his head.
I wondered if I should have stayed in beast form, but Kou bowed his head again.
āābecause itās cold?
āāor is it because itās a hassle to move?
I just think about the bad ones.
āā¦Kou. You said, you want to go home, are you serious?ā
I called out to Kou, whoās still on my body.
Maybe he didnāt remember since he made a confused face.
But soon he nodded as if he remembered.
How can Kou not want to go home?
ā¦but those words that wrapped me in despair turned out to be my misunderstanding.
Kou wants to go home to our house.
When I heard that he didnāt want to be looked at, I suppressed my overwhelming need to lock him up.
I knew that Kou wouldnāt want that.
When I was relieved, I didnāt reply to Kou.
Going around the towns in Marihect has many meanings.
Being an Akinist is also an important factor.
Itās also important to let people know that Kou is my mate.
ā¦but I wouldnāt have done this if I knew he didnāt like it.
When I tried to replyāā
Unexpectedly, my head went blank.
Kou, whoās smiling in front of me, is very beautiful.
With a non-moving head, I managed to grasp the factsāābut I felt my head become whiter.
I canāt think of anything and instinctively pushed down Kou.
I went crazy on Kouās mouth by the time I noticed.
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Kou is making painful sounds, but I canāt stop.
I rubbed my hard object on his smooth th!ghs.
I thought heād be scared, but then I felt a hard object hitting my stomach and couldnāt stop it anymore.
His body shook and his nails dug on my back.
Iām rubbing mine on his thighs, so Kouās thing is also rubbing on my belly.
The wet sounds I hear every time I shake my hips arenāt just from mine.
When I slowly let go of his mouth, Kou immediately screamed.
āR-Rodoā¦Rodo! I, Iā¦!ā
I got fueled by that screaming voice.
Raising Kouās body and sitting him on my lap, I put our things together and rubbed against each other.
āHn ahhh! Rodo, ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼ļ¼.ā
He trembled and shed tears as he looked up at me.
āāor is it comfortable?
When I said that, Kou nodded.
Without stopping my hand, I let my tongue crawl on his white skin.
The feel of soft skin is transmitted to my tongue.
With just a suck, marks are easily made.
Feeling the warmth on my hands and belly then smelling that peculiar odor, I knew that Kou had reached
Itās hard to stop my greed for Kou, who had a pleasured expression due to
ā¦but I canāt connect our bodies like this.
Actually, I want to get inside Kou right away, but for beginnersā¦moreover, for such a thin Kou, itād take time to get inside.
I also need to let off some steam so I donāt ruin it.
Taking my hand off Kou, I handled mine.
Just from looking at Kou, Iāll quickly reach a fever state and easily rise to a
My senses returned to my body when Kou deliriously muttered so.
My body against Kouās bodyā¦
Seems like Iāll go into heat again.
Kou smiled when he noticed me looking at him.
He looked a bit tired, but it has enormous sex appealā¦
Even when I pushed him down and let my hands crawl all over his body, Kou didnāt resist.
He also wasnāt frozen in fear.
Even when I touched and squeezed his behind.
On the contrary, he swallowed a finger as if welcoming me.
Did someone other than me touch it?
He said heād never done it before, but I didnāt ask if someone else touched it.
ā¦when one finger finally entered, the inside was quite narrow.
āRodo. Kou, embrace, take time, I think. ā¦troublesome, maybe?ā (Rodo, it might take time, I think. Is it troublesome?)
Seems like heās worried since I stopped movingā¦but those words are foul.
āI donāt think itās troublesome. Only Kou is important. I love you.ā
I gently pulled out my finger and hugged Kou.
Certainly, we canāt connect right now.
But right now, I only want to be with Kou.
Even when I had a lover before, I didnāt have that much interest in the other party.
And Iāve never thought of not wanting to be hated.
Itās doubtful whether they could even be called a āloverā.
But Iām different only for Kou.
Because heās my mateā¦or rather, because Iām attracted to all of Kou.