A man talked to Rodo when weāre about to go home.
That person was beside the king.
Is he like a minister?
Rodo, after listening to him, said something back.
He didnāt seem to be in a good mood.
What did the other person say?
Heād become quite cranky when itās related to me, so I wonder if thatās the case today?
Iām going to the Tower of Sarez after this.
I told Ruu that Iām going today, so Iād be troubled if this person gave Rodo some errand.
Maybe heās just giving a job for Rodo, but I canāt figure out the way if he didnāt guide me to the Tower of Sarez.
āāIām just going there to ask the representative of the Tower of Sarez to show me some magic.
If I can do it, Iāll go back soon, but Iāll go home even if I canāt do it.
I wish I could understand the mechanism of magic in this world but I might not be able to do it.
Even if I canāt do it now, I might if I can recognize the words in the chant.
āā¦Kou, for a while, Seidask, stay here?ā (Are you fine with staying in Seidask for a while?)
āā¦why?ā
Stay for a while?
What about Rodo?
If Iām alone, I definitely wonāt agree.
But Rodo also has a job.
ā¦as expected, am I the one theyāre talking about?
āHeal, want you to do it, he said.ā (He said he wanted to see you heal.)
āā¦heal?ā
Thereās a ā?ā on my face.
There must be a healer here, and before that, I just said that Iām using a different method than the healer, so I have to study the language first.
ā¦is there someone whoās missing a limb?
āKou, heal, want, see, said.ā (He said he wanted to see Kou use heal.)
He inclined his head to the man he spoke to earlier.
What do I do when a person who looked like a minister wanted to see me healing?
What does he mean?
Rather than thatāā
āā¦Rodo, about?ā (What about you?)
I need to know this first.
āRodo, together?ā
āRodo, with Kou. Alone, not, promise.ā (Iām with you. I wonāt agree if youāre alone.)
I was relieved to hear that.
If Rodo is with me, I can stay wherever.
āI see.ā
Perhaps seeing me relieved, he stroked my head.
Rodoās been stroking my head lately and I donāt hate it.
I used to avoid his hands but now, I just let him be.
Itās the same even when Iām hugged.
I canāt help it since Iām truly relieved.
As for other people, Iād still want to run away.
āInjured, many, people?ā (Are there many injured people?)
āKou, healing, special. See, he said.ā (Kouās healing is special so he said he wanted to see it.)
Apparently, they donāt lack healers but just want to see how I heal.
Does staying for a while meant that there are no injured people right now?
Or do they want to see me heal various injuries?
But what would you do when you see it?
Imitate it?
I think that would be useless.
Because Iām just portraying what I could imagine.
I still donāt understand the usage of magic in this world.
Far from using any chants, I donāt even understand how to cast magic.
Itās really just based on an image.
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In Rodoās arms and clinging to him, a voice came from behind us.
When I turned around, the minister-like person who was talking to Rodo and the King who should have been sitting on the throne came closer.
āHiiā¦!?ā
Surprised by his closeness, I clung to Rodo and he turned his body, using his back to face them.
When I exhaled, he gently stroked my head.
As expected, I feel relieved in Rodoās arms.
āā¦.are you still scared of me?ā
With that voice, I looked behind Rodoās body.
An expressionless and scary king like the lord of dogs.
But someone who was clumsy and tried to smile.
(Itād be rude to such a person if I was scared even though he didnāt do anything.)
Iām scared because heās a dog, not from something the king did.
Thatās worse since Iām scared for no reason.
āā¦I apologize. King, scared, Kou, bad. Small, time, similar, creature, Kou, chasing. Scared, thoughtsā¦. But, King, relationship, no. Sorry.ā (Sorry. Itās my fault for being scared of the King. When I was small, I was chased by a similar creature and felt really scared⦠But, it has nothing to do with the King. Sorry.)
Itās not that Iām not scared at all.
So I said that while hiding in Rodoās body.
Before this, I didnāt like other people from the beginning, and my habit of running away hasnāt changed.
By the way, I never thought Rodo was scary from the beginning.
Well, I could only rely on Rodo, so I didnāt have time to express those feelings.
Then he soon became my āguardianā.
The King is more like a wolf than a dog, and unlike the stray dogs that chased me, he can communicate.
Iāll be bittenā¦I donāt have to have that fear.
He wonāt bite me when he bares his teeth and he wonāt chase me, so donāt be scaredā¦I can understand that in my head.
But even though I know it in my head, my feelings donāt.
Without Rodo, Iād be scared of even approaching the King.
Itās scary even being in the same room.
As expected, my old perception wouldnāt change immediately.
So I waited for the conversation to end while sticking to Rodo.
Iām going to the tower but will he pick me up after that?
I donāt know where the barracks are but is he going there?
Iāve heard that the First and Second Corps are in this town, but Iāve never met them.
As for the Tower of Trik, I wonāt go for a while because I have to learn the language first.
Right now, Iām using magic by imagining it, but if I learn the chant, Iād only need a little magic power.
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I donāt know how much Iām using in my current state, so I have to try chanting once and compare it.
ā¦but, I canāt feel the sensation of diminishing magic power like Ruu said.
Even the feeling of hunger was no different when Iām not using it.
I also donāt get suddenly sleepy.
I heard that I have more magic power than most people, but I donāt know by how much.
It seems like my magic power is larger than Ruu and the other magicians.
I think Rodo and Ren said that.
However, I donāt know the magic power of the others, and it doesnāt feel the same as other people.
Is it because Iām not using magic power?
Even for monsters, I can feel their horror but I donāt feel the magic power that should be there.
I donāt feel anything from an Akinist that everyone should feel.
Is it something that I donāt understand because itās a different feeling from my five senses and sixth sense?
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Theyāre still talking.
Rodo is stroking my head while I hugged him, but heās talking fast as if he didnāt want to let me hear their conversation.
(Will it end soon?)
He said weāll be staying here for a while, but how many days are we talking about here?
The support mission was about one month, but it ended in about three weeks.
ā¦would it take that long?
Rodo is also with me, so would they make him take a break from work for that long?
Then, as expected, is it just a few days?
āRodo. Sarez, Tower, go, when?ā (Rodo, when are we going to the Tower of Sarez?)
Seems like their talk is not over yet, but I want to go to the tower first.
If weāre staying for a while, I think I should greet them first, but is it just me?
I know they canāt have this talk while I go learn magic.
I already said that Iād go to the tower with Rodo.
Well, I told him that I didnāt intend to stay for a long time from the beginning and I also told him that I wanted to go to Sato and Alās house along the way, so Rodo must be with me.
He had a disgusted face but became happy when I told him weāll go report our marriage.
When I said āmarriageā, Rodo was overjoyed.
Maybe because he thought Iām enthusiastic about getting marriedā¦
By the way, Iāve told him about the general view about relationships in Japan but I didnāt tell him that I donāt like women.
However, there arenāt many women around me right now.
They wonāt even talk to me once everyone knew that Rodo is my mate.
Iām a shabby guy among these muscular dudes, and Iām just a kid who hadnāt made any money yet so Iām sure I wonāt get any confessions.
As expected, I wouldnāt have to worry about that.
ā¦is he worried because the ratio of mean around me is high?
But my age seemed to be recognized as a child, so would anyone care about me?
I know that Rodo is restraining his surroundings, but to be honest, I think itās just his 'strong possessivenessā.
Iāve forgotten when people with strong possessiveness are likely to have an affair, but Iāve heard of them.
ā¦what should I do if Iām thrown away by Rodo?
The 156-year-old Rodo must have dated before and the chances of me being abandoned arenāt zero.
Once we get married, itāll be a divorce.
ā¦besides, thereās a great lifespan difference between me and Rodo.
I donāt know how long I can be with Rodo.
And also, the last Akinist seemed to be Rodo.
Speaking of āchildrenāā¦I wonder if other people wanted to bear Rodoās child.
With regards to having children, it might be unavoidable in a sense to want a young partner.
If I remained Japanese, Iāll be an old man unless I die of illness in the future.
But now I can shrink, return to my original form, and use magic.
I donāt even know whatās going on with my body.
Thereās no way to know how long Iāll live or even stay in this world.
But I want Rodo to remarry after I die. However, what if my lifespan is longer?
Iād hate it if he spent hundreds of years in sadness.
Rodo often says āonly Kouā, but I donāt know what the future holds.
I also learned about the habits between mates, but maybe itās just for now.
ā¦well, he might like another person and I canāt give up the possibility of him getting bored.
(Butā¦Iām used to being spoiled by Rodo and Iām happy being the only one special for him. ā¦if nothing else, I donāt think Iāll ever get tired of an all-you-can-eat of my favorite cat-sama.)
As expected, if someone would be abandoned, itād be me.
ā¦this is bad.
I cried when I imagined it.
āā¦Kou?ā
Itās kind of noisy, but I canāt say that I cried from my imagination.