Rodo seemed to understand that I came from a different world.
I donāt know when Iāll disappear from this world, so I canāt set an accurate goal.
Iām worried that I canāt return to Japan, but Iām also worried about returning.
Will Rodo, who says he likes me, be sad when I return to Japan?
I donāt want to go back to Japan.
But I also want to go back to Japan.
I want to see my parents, but I donāt want to leave Rodo.
I can only choose one, but I want both.
Besides, I donāt have the right to decide.
If I can decide by myself, I can accept the regret from what I chose.
And yet, I canāt do that either.
Rodo hugged me, who canāt stop crying, and kept saying that he likes me.
I think I now have a good understanding of what a āmateā is.
There are many books about it, and theyāre also drawn in picture books, so even I, who didnāt know the word, could read them roughly.
āMates are the match to your soul.ā
In a nutshell, thatās all it means.
Itās already been three weeks since I came to this world.
Maybe I canāt go back.
But the possibility isnāt zero.
ā¦Iām scared of that.
If I canāt go back, then I canāt go back. I want to make that decision, but I canāt.
If I can go home, I have to be prepared to break up with Rodo.
Itās just painful to return to Japan after falling in love with Rodo.
While crying until I felt tired, the hands stroking my head remained warm and gentle.
I was attacked by sleepiness and I just let go of my consciousness.
āāāā
āā
When I woke up, I was in bed and in Rodoās arms as usual.
Iām always in this position when I go to bedā¦today I slept before night fell.
In other words, I havenāt had dinner.
Itās dark outside, but whatās the time right now?
And Rodo is still sleeping.
(Is it midnight now?)
In this world without a clock, theyād look at the sun and stars to know the time.
But I still canāt.
I still know how to read the sun, but all the stars looked the same.
There seemed to be a star as a mark, but thatās new to me.
When they pointed at the mark, it might be possible to find it somehow, but for me who donāt even know where Orion is, I think itās impossible.
I canāt even judge where the north, south, east, and west is.
Iām confident that I canāt reach it even if they say ā2km to the northā.
I donāt even know the way to any of the directions.
When I crawled out of Rodoās arm, that seemed to wake him up.
āWoke you. Sorry.ā
He shook his head when I apologized.
āYou donāt have to apologize.ā
Rodo is always sweet to me.
He picked me up and put me on his lap.
Immediately after that,Ā guruā¦my stomach groaned in hunger.
āAre you hungry?ā
Rodo, who spoke slowly, is easier to understand than anyone else.
āIām hungry.ā
āMeal, eat. Go.ā (Letās go have a meal.)
It seemed like Rodo doesnāt cook for himself and always go to the cafeteria.
Thereās a lot of dishes there so you wonāt get bored.
However, this house also has a kitchen, which was a waste.
I wonder if his salary is good. I feel like I havenāt paid much attention to money.
Although heās 156 years old, he doesnāt seem to have any life skills.
He didnāt even do the cleaning and washing.
It seemed like he hired someone to clean the house once in a while.
While being held up, I put on my shoes and went outside.
Even after knowing that Iām 18 years old, Rodo often treated me like a child by changing my clothes and combing my hair.
Because I hate it, I often do it myself, so itāll be an offense and defense with Rodo who tried to help me every time.
When I said Iām an adult, heād just smile as if he didnāt believe it.
However, in this world where many people have longevity, 18 years old might be recognized as a child.
āBig person, how old?ā (At what age can you be considered an adult?)
When I asked that, I felt like he said itās about 100 years old.
Itās too much, so I decided to stop thinking about it for now.
When we arrived at the cafeteria, people were sparse, probably because it was later than usual.
Thereās not the usual Ren.
Without Ren, the other guys would just call out in greeting.
I heard that many people are afraid of Akinists, but many people feel that way even though they havenāt seen his cat form.
Rodo is only sweet to me.
But I know heās not just strict with his subordinates.
If he only gave them fear, he wouldnāt be so respected.
Unlike me, whoās relieved at telling the truth, I know that Rodo has a difficult face when Iām not looking.
He might be wondering when his āmateā would disappear.
Maybe it wonāt happen.
I may live in this world forever.
ā¦but that might also not be the case.
Am I going to stay like this in this world?
Will I revert back when I return?
How old am I in this world?
ā¦there are many things I donāt understand.
As we did the usual of sitting in my chair and eating, the people who greeted Rodo retreated and stood in front of me for some reason.
(Do they have something with me?)
They usually donāt talk to me much.
ā¦at the beginning, I even felt outright hostility, but now, thereās no such thing.
āWhat?ā
I donāt think these people have anything to do with me.
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For the moment, I look like this and canāt work.
I hope I can earn money as a magician, but unfortunately, I just used magic for the first time today.
Work will not be possible yet.
ā*****, *****?ā
ā********?ā
They said something quickly, but I couldnāt catch it.
Moreover, they spoke one after another that I canāt catch up.
By tilting my head, I implied that I didnāt understand them.
What on earth do they want to say?
When I turned my gaze at Rodo to translate, for some reason, he turned his keen eyes on his men.
(Did they say abusive words against me?)
But their expressions werenāt like that.
Somehow, they seemed excited.
āRodo?ā
When I called out, he smiled as usual.
ā¦earlier, why did you look like that?
āEveryone, what, say?ā (What is everyone saying?)
But I asked a question first.
āIce, make. Amazing.ā (You made ice from magic, which is amazing.)
āā¦amazing?ā
Is that so?
Even though I, a beginner, could make it so easily?
āEveryone, can, no?ā (Everyone canāt do it?)
āYes.ā
I was surprised to hear the affirmation.
If you can imagine it, canāt anyone do it?
I think itās easy if you know the process of ice formation.
Whatās more, I just had water come out and imagined that itād freeze.
Is it possible to put out ice from the beginning?
āIce.ā
The image was not water, but ice from the very beginning.
Thenā¦
āāgoron.
Ice appeared on the table.
(What. So I can do it.)
Itās that easyā¦
Isnāt everyone just not trying it out?
Looking at Rodoāā
He had a surprised face.
Even when I turned my eyes, I saw surprise in the people standing in front of me.
ā¦is it that surprising?
ā*******!ā
ā******!ā
āWhat? Hurts, hurts.ā
After saying something, they started stroking my headā¦rather, those guys even shook me up.
ā*****!!ā
Just when I thought Iād lose feeling in my arm, Rodo forcibly pulled the offensive hand away.
The man shouted with a painful face.
Did Rodo have a strong grip?
Thereās a clear handprint on the wrist after Rodo let go of the hand.
The man apologized to Rodo, but he looked too desperate.
Rodo isāā
He glared at those people, then for some reason, he picked me up and put me on his lap.
Itās quite difficult to eat like this, butā¦
What else can I do?
When I looked up at Rodo, food would arrive at my mouth.
Even when I said that I can eat by myself, Rodo didnāt stop feeding me.
But today, even when he knew Iām someone from a different world, heās still on my side and he still said that he likes me, so if Rodo wanted it, I think itās okay to stay like this for today.
When I open my mouth, food would be brought.
As expected, I was in that state until I finished eating.