29-sai dokushin isekai de jiyuu ni ikita…katta
Such as, your salaries won’t go up despite how hard you work.
Such as, you doesn’t pleased with government but you can’t do a thing.
Such as, you doesn’t have anything to make you exited.
And you have hidden feeling that can’t be describe into a words.
Such as, doesn’t have hope to look at the future.
Such as, doesn’t have hope in your country.
Such as, work is eating your private time away.
And you also thinking opposite.
Did you already your best?
Did you really can’t do anything?
Did you have worked hard enough to get to the goal?
Doesn’t want to work hard.
Doesn’t want to get tired.
Doesn’t want some trouble.
Nobodies like anything mentioned above.
That’s why I runaway to games, internet and light novels.
In game, I’m the strongest.
Can use any weapons, have powerful body.
I’m the hero who slay evils, also villain who does evils.
Even though I said that, Coward like me can only playing as good person.
Recently, game that you can free roaming had been released a lot and I got sucked in.
A type that you can made characters do anything.
To spend my time in such free and convenient world, I’m feel good.
Spending time by reading [Good chill story]’s light novels is also great.
That genre where protagonist is very attractive to girls like a joke.
In your heart scream [Nope, LOL] or [That easy!].
But, if I got girls to tend me like that, will be very fortunate.
It should be a trends or something recently, because there is a whole lot of harem+cheat things.
Girls can be innocent, tsundere, older or younger sister that can be related by blood or not.
Loli-baba, elf, animal girl that only have minor human ratio is fine too.
Strike zone of mine is wide ofcourse.
There is also a lot of people who think [My current life sucks.] on the internet.
When I join in and ranting about something I hate about societies in there, I feel refresh like bathing in warm water.
And internet is full of fun.
There is a lot of contents made by a lot of people for you to digest.
When you full with one, you go to another.
When you finished having fun with another one, you go for another.
Thing about how hard to create some content of creators, don’t wanna know such thing.
I just wanna digest content as normal consumer.
Is continuing to be like this is good?
Voice in my heart is resounding like that, but I hold it in.
Well, troublesome things gonna appear one after another, I don’t like a single bit of it.
And me who is like that leaked out a ranting.
“AAhhh…….I want to go to fantasy world that’s like a game, And don’t just be normal everyday person,I want to be a protagonist in Very easy mode.”
Everybody should once has hoping for this, right?
Even I speaking this very often, but when I mostly play Hard Mode just so you know.
But, if it’s possible to go, I want Very easy mode please.
[Yeah, then why don’t you try?]
And my conscious fade away.