Be sure to take good care of yourself. Donāt stay up so late, remember to drink less alcohol and to smoke less. Itās bad for your health.
Make sure that you have normal meals, you have to eat more, and donāt be lazy.
Please take a bottle of mineral water every day and drink plenty of water.
Iām leaving, I guess I canāt take it anymore, but these two months together with you will be the two most memorable months of my life.
Please remember me a little.
Please donāt forget me so fastāyour first male lover.
Please believe in one thing, Iālove you.
STARāS POV
He put on a sullen face as he followed me home, a boy with skinny arms and legs made my first dinner, it really impressed me.
Two black plates; he was more surprised than I was.
Afterward, he tried hard to find the remedies, in my barren refrigerator he took out a bag of instant noodles and two large potatoes, his pair of eyes were shining in a very interesting manner as if he gained the most precious treasure.
The instant noodles were nice and warm, he came out flourishingly and gave it to me, I let him eat, but he shook his head and said that he was waiting to eat the potatoes when they are ready.
I put down the chopsticks and waited together with him.
The potatoes were put in the pot and steamed until they got soft, the skin was peeled off and with a little salt, the taste was really good.
On my insistence, he and I divided the bowl of noodles in half and each ate a huge potato.
In fact, we thought of a lot of ways to eat the potatoes, for example by adding chili sauce and salad sauce, by pouring some soy sauce and vinegar over them, and by adding MSG seasoning mix, using all the seasoning that was on the table, all kinds of fun.
A meal that was so simple that it couldnāt be any simpler, eating it made one feel surprisingly satisfied as it was unexpectedly savory
STARāS POV
On that day we returned from the studios, I was so tired that I even felt like my neck must be broken. He as always hurried to heat up the water, in fact in the past, I was too lazy to heat it up, I simply just showered with cold water.
The second day he said that he was going to give me a present.
I was happy.
He had a big black plastic bag in his hand, it looked like a garbage bag.
I wasnāt being very sincere when saying āthank youā. I took the bag aside and looked inside,Ā it was a pillow, a soft and big pillow, the design had several dark blue fish.
His face was slightly red and he said softly to me:
āI always see you sleeping uncomfortably in the studios, Iām giving this to you so later you can sleep more comfortably.ā
I have to admit, this shy and half-sized boy before my eyes used all his heart toward me.
I have to admit that, in the split second when I opened the present, my heart was slightly moved.